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Yeah so yesterday i worked till six. it really sucks because i thought i was only workin till 3. hmm i was really sick yesterday and pretty much sneezed on everything and everyone. after work i got a ride home and talked to troy :). After we got off the fone i took a cab to lauras hahahah and i didnt tip him! hahaha baaaad ass. so anyway than i sat with laura pat and her parents and i told her dad he looked like the dad in matilda. lmao....... juuuust kidding......... so yeah we picked up steve W. and than went to high school connections and rachel was there Steve A. Brian. and Pat caputo eventually came. yeah so it was cool i didnt really say anything cuz i guess i wasnt a big talker on this subject. Yeah so we went to mcdonalds and i explained sum story to laura and pat...and steve but steve wasnt listening lol. so yeah than pats dad picked us up and drove us home. I forgot how much fun i used to have with laura.. i forgot that we dont fight when were with eachtoher we fight when were not with eachother. Yeah so things are getting alot better ... There are so many things i realized... i realized i shouldnt go out with troy no matter what...like idk i already screwed him over. but i guess it was a whole misunderstanding because someone lied to me and told me they liked someone else... When that person that lied to me really changed. Hes never lied before. Whaaateverr So today im hanging out with laura im not sure what were doin maybe we will give jon kramme or Troy a call. Before this all started.. i said some pretty crazy things.. i said id wait for the rest of my life if i had to... and deep down maybe im still waiting.. but if i ever made any choices in the future like i said i would in the beginging that would be the worst thing i could possibly do for myself. But No one knows anything.. ::caachooo:: ::whipped:: haha yeah so im going to school at like 830 today.. its pretty cool im missing one period of a double period of science so yeah.
Soon I'll be dead, I'll lay in my bed
I've made in my years, I won't shed a tear