wow.

[leftarmup]

i cant believe the way i used to think.
that little things that were blessings actually made me angry.
that i ever complained about my family.
that i took the education system for granted and complained uselessly about everything to fill a space that wasnt even really there.

i would like to apologize for my narrowmindedness.
americans are so lucky and so dumb.
i really wish we could all just have some global perspective.

my life is fine and great at the moment.
the school year is coming to an end, which is really shocking and i'm not sure if i'm ready to face graduation.
i have so many beautiful friends who will face it with me, though.
we will cry and we will sing.

and then i guess i'll go to college.
wow. shit. wow.