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i dont have meaningless sex so forgive me for being upset with you for acting like an asshole and just walking out on me. my bad ideas always make me feel like shit in the end. and i guess i call too much. and i care too much. well shit okay. fuck it. i should have learned when i firt tasted his medicine that it was posin. he just wants ass and grass like every other fucking guy out there.
and you know what? i hate sex. i vow to never have sex again. it doesnt even feel good anymore. it feels wrong.
i hate people. i hate people. i hate people. why did i think i could change? why did i think he could change? nobody changes, they just fake it.
and im DONE with faking it. and im DONE with calling you. and im DONE with caring, worrying, any emotion towards you.
can i erase you? it hurts to even think of. but i guess i have too.
and you know what? i hate sex. i vow to never have sex again. it doesnt even feel good anymore. it feels wrong.
i hate people. i hate people. i hate people. why did i think i could change? why did i think he could change? nobody changes, they just fake it.
and im DONE with faking it. and im DONE with calling you. and im DONE with caring, worrying, any emotion towards you.
can i erase you? it hurts to even think of. but i guess i have too.