telling.
talked to the boy more.
talked to the girl more.
progress.
i told her that i wanted to talk about things
i told him that i wanted to come see him
she said she wanted to be there for me
he said he wanted to be as much in my life as he could be (distance permitting)
i said to her that i wasn't mad.. just worried
i said to him that i considered him an alias
why do these things happen in pairs so convientently?
why does jonathan barely catch my eye, since i got caught up with art?
i wrote "No." on my hand. (again)
"No." is a reference to NOT calling art, even though i want to.
"No." is a reference to NOT telling him my directed thoughts.
"No."
someone asked me what "No." stood for.
i said "it means No. Candy."
(so true, so true)
active, havn't i been?
decided to try some of art's sex moves on rebecca - quite a positive responce.
he does this vibratey thing while manually penetrating with his fingers. it seems so simple - imitate your favorite vibe, of course! since we have so many interesting sex toys that we neglect for good ol' fingerlickin' fuckin', i didnt even think of this. ANOTHER advantage of seeing multiple people.
i get to wear her clothes
i get to steal his moves
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did i mention that i asked art about the week/end i'm hoping to visit?
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and confirmed with rebecca that my visit to him is alright with her?
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not bad.
talked to the girl more.
progress.
i told her that i wanted to talk about things
i told him that i wanted to come see him
she said she wanted to be there for me
he said he wanted to be as much in my life as he could be (distance permitting)
i said to her that i wasn't mad.. just worried
i said to him that i considered him an alias
why do these things happen in pairs so convientently?
why does jonathan barely catch my eye, since i got caught up with art?
i wrote "No." on my hand. (again)
"No." is a reference to NOT calling art, even though i want to.
"No." is a reference to NOT telling him my directed thoughts.
"No."
someone asked me what "No." stood for.
i said "it means No. Candy."
(so true, so true)
active, havn't i been?
decided to try some of art's sex moves on rebecca - quite a positive responce.
he does this vibratey thing while manually penetrating with his fingers. it seems so simple - imitate your favorite vibe, of course! since we have so many interesting sex toys that we neglect for good ol' fingerlickin' fuckin', i didnt even think of this. ANOTHER advantage of seeing multiple people.
i get to wear her clothes
i get to steal his moves
----
---
-
did i mention that i asked art about the week/end i'm hoping to visit?
---
--
-
and confirmed with rebecca that my visit to him is alright with her?
--
not bad.