Finer Feelings of Debbie Downer
I need to lay off on the rants in this journal. Writing reasons on what I don't like is easier than finding reasons why I like a person, place, idea or thing. Right now, my eyes are rolling at the mere statement about jewelry being organic. What is that supposed to mean? I do admire the lady's craftsmanship and work ethic nevertheless.
Thinking back on 2006, I wondered why I started writing unimportant stuff here in livejournal. And why LiveJournal and not Blogspot, WordPress, Tumblr, or any of those well-known blogging sites? At first, this account was used to view posts from scans_daily and ONTD. A year later, an incident cause them to be suspended and I had no purpose keep up with this. I thought of using for creative writing. That idea was binned seeing that I'm not a budding writer nor do I have the passion/drive. Maybe someday, I will have the balls to complete one; however, I wouldn't hold my breath for that.
Being across the ocean from my family, I was homesick which isn't much of excuse for any inane bouts of bitchiness. I thought I could write stuff that came to mind (nothing profound or life-changing) and there's less likely chance anyone would stumble across here hence the not-so-many "only me" posts. I wanted to see how much my perception has changed from these past one hundred eighty posts. Hopefully, that I will improved in time.
If I had started keeping an online journal in high school, I perish the thought reading incessant (pretentious) ramblings on how indie stuff was better than mainstream or lambasting a band changing record labels. I'm glad got off my high-horse and be more open-minded. I'm glad that face-palming phase passed through. I like indie music and films more or less. All that matters is that I learned to like stuff for genuine reasons and not because others think it's cool.
Amen to the First Amendment. Live on nonsensical ramblings.