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Today I realize how absolutely miserable and how absolutely happy I am.
I have completely fucked up my entire life.
I thought SHE WAS ALL I WANTED, and now that I found out the truth.. I realize I love her, but healthily, i need to let her go.
I have someone else that has been in my heart for a while, but it seems impossible that anything will ever come from it. She is incredible, and I hope she talks/see to me again soon.. I feel as though I have ruined everything.
Why am I self destructive?
I cannot figure out how to let go.
But I know that I have something much better ahead of me.
Universe, HELP ME.
I have completely fucked up my entire life.
I thought SHE WAS ALL I WANTED, and now that I found out the truth.. I realize I love her, but healthily, i need to let her go.
I have someone else that has been in my heart for a while, but it seems impossible that anything will ever come from it. She is incredible, and I hope she talks/see to me again soon.. I feel as though I have ruined everything.
Why am I self destructive?
I cannot figure out how to let go.
But I know that I have something much better ahead of me.
Universe, HELP ME.