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update time.
lifes been going pretty good lately.
i cant smoke pot but whatever, its kinda funny actually i used to think i would die without weed, but after a while i just got used to being sober again. and its not that bad at all.
i mean dont get me wrong id love to roll up that blunt but what are ya gonna do you know?
if i ever do start getting fucked up again, it definately wont be like before. i was an idiot about it. i took it for granted and thats why im in the situation im in. i had no priorities. i sat around all day doing nothing and getting high. thats not what weeds all about.
i gotta have priorities, and i think its good i have to be clean for a while. itll give me the time i need to get my shit together.
and maybe when all my DAF and NA meetings, and court ordered checkins are done, and ive gone to work and done all my homework :) ill go home and roll one up.
cant wait.
well actually i can wait. besides i have to wait haha. either that or jail.
i feel good naturally. life is awesome. i always thought being high on life was some bull shit but its not at all. the funny thing is it took being high on drugs to make me realize it. interesting.
drugs are very powerful things. some of them can do great things if you dont abuse them and dont take them for granted.
and yet others are just waiting to ruin your life. i think if we tought people this that we wouldnt have such a bad drug problem in this country.
and taking drugs for the sole purpose of getting fucked up is usually not a good idea.
but yea drugs aside lifes pretty good as of late. i cant complain, got my family, got my friends, got a pretty damned good life.
and im alive, when i prolly should have died like 7 times already. gotta be grateful for what you have. dont take anything for granted.
~peace and love.
lifes been going pretty good lately.
i cant smoke pot but whatever, its kinda funny actually i used to think i would die without weed, but after a while i just got used to being sober again. and its not that bad at all.
i mean dont get me wrong id love to roll up that blunt but what are ya gonna do you know?
if i ever do start getting fucked up again, it definately wont be like before. i was an idiot about it. i took it for granted and thats why im in the situation im in. i had no priorities. i sat around all day doing nothing and getting high. thats not what weeds all about.
i gotta have priorities, and i think its good i have to be clean for a while. itll give me the time i need to get my shit together.
and maybe when all my DAF and NA meetings, and court ordered checkins are done, and ive gone to work and done all my homework :) ill go home and roll one up.
cant wait.
well actually i can wait. besides i have to wait haha. either that or jail.
i feel good naturally. life is awesome. i always thought being high on life was some bull shit but its not at all. the funny thing is it took being high on drugs to make me realize it. interesting.
drugs are very powerful things. some of them can do great things if you dont abuse them and dont take them for granted.
and yet others are just waiting to ruin your life. i think if we tought people this that we wouldnt have such a bad drug problem in this country.
and taking drugs for the sole purpose of getting fucked up is usually not a good idea.
but yea drugs aside lifes pretty good as of late. i cant complain, got my family, got my friends, got a pretty damned good life.
and im alive, when i prolly should have died like 7 times already. gotta be grateful for what you have. dont take anything for granted.
~peace and love.