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So..i think things are ok now with the whole me being a total failure thing(hopefully). I was so frustrated and angry at myself..that I decided to go run my ass off. I guess it was a form of "self-injury" but after i did it..i felt really good..and i wasn't injured (thank God!). But i wasn't finished after that..i went out and did it again..and then i came in and did a bunch of resistance training..(my butt hurts like a mother!) And the next morning, I woke up at 4:30 and did some more..only ten times more intense..it was so awesome! I went to Ginnie Springs with my youth group after that early morning run..and i went scuba diving! Jay's truck blew a tire so of course they call Brad..who was in our car to come and change it..so we were like two hours late. As soon as we got there..i got my gear together and went on in. The ballroom (a cave in one of the springs) was so beautiful! Brad took a sip of air from one or the air pockets in the ceiling..and Mike didn't like that too much..but he took a picture of it anyway. We only got to dive for about thirty minutes cause it started to rain and we had to hurry up and eat dinner and get out of there. It was pretty fun overall i guess. I missed church this morning..i think it was because i just couldn't get out of bed..i am pretty stiff after all of that working out and scuba diving. Today is Father's Day..so i am going to take a nap before my dad wakes up so i can not be so darn tired all day! Later. ~*LEELEE*~