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Well..i feel like dirt right now. I totally screwed up with one of my friends. Maybe he will read this..and if he is..i am completely sorry. I don't know what is wrong with me. I am just stupid. It's just like me to have a great friendship and screw it up..not because of me being a bad friend..but me just trying too damn hard. I guess I would get scared or "freaked out" if someone was acting like i was. I don't know why but I just do stupid shit like that. I wish I hadn't acted like that. I blew it..right when I had something good..finally. *Took gun a shot herself in the foot*(figuratively) it is completely my fault and i just feel like shit. Maybe this will prompt another song for me to write..i doubt it..but maybe. I am going to take some more advil for this stupid headache and go to bed! GOD! I AM SUCH A FAILURE! GRRRR!!!