Communication Breakdown...
COMMUNICATION. That's the ticket. That's what we need more of. We end up having these long discussions (disagreements) about things that we just haven't communicated about it in the first place. We had a long talk, yet again, last night. It's just silly the things we argue about. It's never about the perceivably "big" things in a relationship. We don't worry about each other cheating....we know we care about each other..it's just the stupid little things like time management that get us fired up. Sometimes I think we're both just frustrated that our schedules don't allow for more of a "normal" relationship so we end up taking it out on each other..which is not right. It's almost like a long-distance thing. Strange.
Either way...I"m going to stop over to see him for a few hours before he goes to work and hopefully we'll be able to just relax and spend some time together just enjoying eachother without any other junk getting in the way. The conversation last night didn't end exactly "well" so we may need to hash througha few things before we can just relax this afternoon, but I'm really hoping that we can just cuddle and be together and not worry about the rest of life. Ugg...I just miss him. That's the thing more than anything. That's the difference between he and I. He doesn't think it's a problem if we don't see eachother for 4 days, but I do. I don't think we should spend every single waking moment together, but at the same time I DON'T want a long distance relationship either. When I miss him during those days I end up turning that into blame for one reason or another. I need to stop that.
I just hate when he shuts off. There's a certain point in our "discussions" when I can tell that he just turns off. That's it. Nothing else I say is going to get in and he is not going to let anything out and it is THE MOST frustrating thing in the world for me. It just makes me talk more which in turn pisses him off more....ugg..the cycle continues.
Either way I"m hoping that today goes well. I just need to see him again.
Time to go...wish me luck!
Either way...I"m going to stop over to see him for a few hours before he goes to work and hopefully we'll be able to just relax and spend some time together just enjoying eachother without any other junk getting in the way. The conversation last night didn't end exactly "well" so we may need to hash througha few things before we can just relax this afternoon, but I'm really hoping that we can just cuddle and be together and not worry about the rest of life. Ugg...I just miss him. That's the thing more than anything. That's the difference between he and I. He doesn't think it's a problem if we don't see eachother for 4 days, but I do. I don't think we should spend every single waking moment together, but at the same time I DON'T want a long distance relationship either. When I miss him during those days I end up turning that into blame for one reason or another. I need to stop that.
I just hate when he shuts off. There's a certain point in our "discussions" when I can tell that he just turns off. That's it. Nothing else I say is going to get in and he is not going to let anything out and it is THE MOST frustrating thing in the world for me. It just makes me talk more which in turn pisses him off more....ugg..the cycle continues.
Either way I"m hoping that today goes well. I just need to see him again.
Time to go...wish me luck!