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I havent updated in forever.
Things have been ok. but could be a million times better
Its getting hard to have more than one group of friends.
Kind of like a game of tug of war.
And i lose either way.
I dont like it at all.
Every single one of my friends seems to be getting a boy
Or already has one.
And these people no longer want to hang out.
Or when we do its really awkward.
Because the guy is there with their hands all over them.
I really just want to go back to last summer.
To the days just laying in the pool, or outside talking up a storm.
When we knew everything about eachother.
When we were bored our friends were the first people we called, no hesitation.
Late night watching movies, or out driving.
Walks around dodge park.
Our trips to random stores just to look around and play.
No broken hearts, broken friendships, talking behind eachothers backs.
I miss it.
This summer wont measure up.
I can feel it.