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You gave me so much baggage.
Here I am with someone new after four years of being alone, and she's the best thing ever. She's nothing like anyone I've ever been with.
She's sweet, kind, caring... a really talented artists, a complete weirdo and total dork like me. We can be completely retarded around each other and we both feel more comfortable with each other than either of us have with anyone else.
She's done absolutely nothing to indicate she'd ever betray my trust, or do me wrong, or cheat on me, or anything like that -
but here I am, second-guessing her every step of the way. Stopping myself just in time every time I almost say something, almost ask her who she's texting, why she's hanging out with alone with her friends for one night when it's been just the two of us for almost a month straight -
I can't enjoy something that's perfectly healthy and wonderful.
Fuck you.
Here I am with someone new after four years of being alone, and she's the best thing ever. She's nothing like anyone I've ever been with.
She's sweet, kind, caring... a really talented artists, a complete weirdo and total dork like me. We can be completely retarded around each other and we both feel more comfortable with each other than either of us have with anyone else.
She's done absolutely nothing to indicate she'd ever betray my trust, or do me wrong, or cheat on me, or anything like that -
but here I am, second-guessing her every step of the way. Stopping myself just in time every time I almost say something, almost ask her who she's texting, why she's hanging out with alone with her friends for one night when it's been just the two of us for almost a month straight -
I can't enjoy something that's perfectly healthy and wonderful.
Fuck you.