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Welp, I'm at my Aunt's house. Decided to slip away from the crowd for a bit and get on to escape for a while. I'm in a bit of a better mood now. I'm listening to System of a Down on FUSE and relaxing... I ate too much today and I want to go throw it all up, but my mum wont let me.. I ate a $20 piece of meat and I can't according to her.. it's too expensive.. It seriously is the most I've eaten this week.. a comination of 3 days worth of food for me.. and I had a potato.. meat.. and salad.. *sighs* I'm very tired already... it's like 5:30 and I woke up at 10 something.. went to bed early as well.. that headache was killing me and.. I felt bad for going to be so early at Meghan's but.. damn I felt like my head was spliting open.
I feel terrible for treating Brittney the way I have.. I should be more considerate and give her the time she needs.. I just.. School is going to be out soon and I have a feeling I wont see her this summer... I'd want her to come over and us do something during the summer but.. I doubt she'll fancy the idea much. I've just been.. pushy and terrible and... god I wish I oculd let her know how sorry I am. She apologized to me in her LJ and I started crying.. thinking of how much of a bitch I've been and that It's me that should be doing it.. so .. Brittney.. if your reading this.. I'm sorry baby.. I'm very, very sorry. I guess I've been wanting answers and your not ready to give them.. I've been horrible.
Ooo! Now Nirvana is on. Woot! It's nice to finally have some good music.. I'm not an 80s fan and thats all I've been hearing.... I still have that journalism project to do.. I'll have to do it when I get home.. I really am not looking forwards to it, but.. hell, I'll get it over and done with. Tomorrow we're watching Phantom in 2nd... I'm all excited.. I'll be crying.. very badly... that movie always makes me so sad and I always relate to the phantom..
Hum.. I hope I can talk to Brittney soon.. tell her I'm sorry.... and, if she'll accept it.. give her a huge, long hug...
I feel terrible for treating Brittney the way I have.. I should be more considerate and give her the time she needs.. I just.. School is going to be out soon and I have a feeling I wont see her this summer... I'd want her to come over and us do something during the summer but.. I doubt she'll fancy the idea much. I've just been.. pushy and terrible and... god I wish I oculd let her know how sorry I am. She apologized to me in her LJ and I started crying.. thinking of how much of a bitch I've been and that It's me that should be doing it.. so .. Brittney.. if your reading this.. I'm sorry baby.. I'm very, very sorry. I guess I've been wanting answers and your not ready to give them.. I've been horrible.
Ooo! Now Nirvana is on. Woot! It's nice to finally have some good music.. I'm not an 80s fan and thats all I've been hearing.... I still have that journalism project to do.. I'll have to do it when I get home.. I really am not looking forwards to it, but.. hell, I'll get it over and done with. Tomorrow we're watching Phantom in 2nd... I'm all excited.. I'll be crying.. very badly... that movie always makes me so sad and I always relate to the phantom..
Hum.. I hope I can talk to Brittney soon.. tell her I'm sorry.... and, if she'll accept it.. give her a huge, long hug...