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Well, today was utter shit. It went terribly.. except when Meghan was writing me that she was going to sing me 'You Are My Sunshine' and she was writing down the lyrics in a note and got mad at herself because she was in the middle of the song and forgot how it went. Now that was great... it got me in trouble though *pouts* .. for busting out in a fit of giggles in the middle of a movie the class was watching.
Trying to get better with Brittney .. (woot! thunder!) .. but.. I don't know.. I wish we could get back to how we were in the theaters and on Mon. with being friends and having that kind of fun. I don't know.. it's up to her.. I just wanna go back to being one she could enjoy her time with. I hope maybe she'll let it go back to that.
I'm dreading tomorrow... I just don't wanna do it... Don't wanna go to school or anything... I don't know.. and Meghan is starting everything up again... which I wish she wouldn't.. She'll only end up hurting both of us... Just leave my love life alone to where it is.. it being nothing.. I mean seriously... People don't ever fucking listen to me! And you wonder why I'm so bitter? *growls* .. that's why.. I'm meant to be alone.. so be it.. just get off my fucking case when I say I am ...I'll be o-fucking-kay
Let's all take our turns on the fucking carousel of life.. riding the horses of death into the darkness and fire.
Trying to get better with Brittney .. (woot! thunder!) .. but.. I don't know.. I wish we could get back to how we were in the theaters and on Mon. with being friends and having that kind of fun. I don't know.. it's up to her.. I just wanna go back to being one she could enjoy her time with. I hope maybe she'll let it go back to that.
I'm dreading tomorrow... I just don't wanna do it... Don't wanna go to school or anything... I don't know.. and Meghan is starting everything up again... which I wish she wouldn't.. She'll only end up hurting both of us... Just leave my love life alone to where it is.. it being nothing.. I mean seriously... People don't ever fucking listen to me! And you wonder why I'm so bitter? *growls* .. that's why.. I'm meant to be alone.. so be it.. just get off my fucking case when I say I am ...I'll be o-fucking-kay
Let's all take our turns on the fucking carousel of life.. riding the horses of death into the darkness and fire.