So, apparently I lost my prized teal iPod shuffle named Artemis. Which is leaving me entirely bummed because I KNOW my mother will assume I lose everything, no matter how my times I haven't lost it. I take care of my shit, especially expensive shit. I'm deeply poor right now because apparently the Standard Times charges you $200 to post that you ( Read more... )

So, I kinda was stupid with a female friend of mine. She's a partner of one of my friends, and I basically associated her with my Mommy and showed clear signs of Mommy issues in relating to women. I really feel like I put her off with my over apologifzing, etc ( Read more... )

So, I have been thinking. Majority of my relationships have focused on some form of sex due to compensating for attention and/or emotional support. I feel a therapeutic thing to counteract that sort of dependency could perhaps be...getting a purity ring. Okay, not a Christian one, and not a for marriage one, but for a committed, firm relationship ( Read more... )

I'm rather tired, but proud of myself. A few accomplishments ( Read more... )

I got to thinking (and for some that is a surprise to you), that perhaps I should become more tolerable. It is easy to blame my partners not liking me or wanting me on them; but it took a moment and while before it always seemed being transgender was the issue, the last two (three?) people I've dated were completely accepting of it. But they left ( Read more... )

So, I am alive. No need to fear. School is pretty tough and I am enjoying the challenge. I currently notetake for two students, three days of the week (one of them I have both), and am officially Secretary of the Deaf Studies Club. I am planning a few awareness tables since Meghan the club president would rather get drunk and laugh her ass off ( Read more... )

I have a new laptop, mostly because my other one crapped out so I can't take it on campus without running the risk of it decapitating itself. I can still use it at home but Mom sorta unceremoniously inherited it ( Read more... )

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Trickster Gun (11:31:43 PM): http://deafnation.com/news/president-obama-celebrates-adas-19th-anniversary Really interesting article

friend (11:36:11 PM): I've heard over and over about this issue of employers reading Facebook and such. I refuse to go back in the closet for HR people, though.

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The way I carry myself is purposeful. I don't want people knowing I have leg pain. I don't want people seeing me limp. I walk carefully, with practice, and can minimize the look. I stand leaning heavily to my right leg, my good leg, and often end up with a sore right leg instead of a spastic left one.

What is exactly wrong with my leg? Well, I ( Read more... )

*I swear from this point on. If any one has a say about it please feel free.


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