Big Step
I told Steph and Griff details about my molestation as a kid. I freaked out, and cried, a lot of crying in fact. They were great. But it's still scary, I never went into great detail about that before, even with my therapist, except just saying I was molested often when my grandmother babysat us kids. Brian, the eldest at 16/17, was the offender.
A part of me is still freaking out about the whole thing about telling them. That same part wants me to push them away, because I'm somehow scared that they'd use that information against me. These are insecurities I am going to get over, I know this, but...I haven't trusted anyone, let alone two people, like this really.
A part of me is still freaking out about the whole thing about telling them. That same part wants me to push them away, because I'm somehow scared that they'd use that information against me. These are insecurities I am going to get over, I know this, but...I haven't trusted anyone, let alone two people, like this really.