♥ RIP ♥ mom. I miss you.

RIP
I miss you more than words can say

( mother )

So this isn't a pic of me, but this is the tattoo I got last night to memorialize my mom.


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Happy Birthday mom.

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i went to suburban woods today to pick up my moms wheelchair. while i was there i saw virginia and i gave her one of the necklaces mom made. she asked for one and i knew mom would want her to have it. she just beams when she sees me. she fell in love me because she fell in love with my mom, just like everyone else there did. the administrator came ( Read more... )

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i think i'm circling back around to denial. it just doesn't feel real. i keep expecting her to call me to ask why i haven't come to see her.

oh yeah, and i received her ashes today... exactly one week after her death.

i feel so numb right now.

i just miss her so much. i don't know how to deal with my dad without her. she knew him so well and she knew the right thing to say to make it better.