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[leaping_spirits]

i'm so spent with this right now.

i have no motivation,
i miss home and friends,
i'm not getting anything done,
i'm getting frustrated,
i'm sick of the isolation,
i want the snow,
i want my car,
i want people to care that i exist,
i'd like to see my dog,
sleep would be fantastic,
i miss my family,
i really want a real hug.

luckily it's less than two weeks.
almost time to go back for re-energy.
and for hugs and real love.

i can do it, i'm just sick of it.