lockdown
I make a resolution to write in my journal more often, and then what do I do? Totally ignore the thing for three months! I don't even know why; I've been trying to figure out why I haven't felt like writing when in the past I've been almost fanatical about keeping a record of my life (my livejournal entries stretch back to 1999!). Maybe it just wasn't fun anymore. I used to write very openly and expressively, and then I became self-conscious about everything being public. So, you know what? I think I'm going to make this journal friends-only. I used to think that was a little chicken shit, and "oh I don't need to hide anything", but whatever. I'd rather just feel free to speak my mind.