I swear I'll stop talking about him
Beau told me today he thinks we should see each other! He said he didn't know why he didnt kiss me saturday night, b/c he wanted to. but i'm not jumping ahead of myself. we all know how i love to back out of things.
beau and i talked about that. he said he didnt want a relationship with me because he had a fear of rejection and of being hurt. he knows i have an issue with commitment and thought i was gonna back out on him. but i told him he is different. he really is. we hear it all the time, "this one's different," blah blah, but this is the first time where looks havent come first. where alot of things are just different. he saw what i was saying. and thats when he said, "I think we should see each other."
he asked me out for tomorrow night, for drinking and bowling with his fraternity brothers. i wonder how different things will feel. i also wonder how long this is gonna last, if we do start "seeing each other." any guesses? 1 week? 1 month?
oh oh! i just remembered, valentine's day is in 12 days!
beau and i talked about that. he said he didnt want a relationship with me because he had a fear of rejection and of being hurt. he knows i have an issue with commitment and thought i was gonna back out on him. but i told him he is different. he really is. we hear it all the time, "this one's different," blah blah, but this is the first time where looks havent come first. where alot of things are just different. he saw what i was saying. and thats when he said, "I think we should see each other."
he asked me out for tomorrow night, for drinking and bowling with his fraternity brothers. i wonder how different things will feel. i also wonder how long this is gonna last, if we do start "seeing each other." any guesses? 1 week? 1 month?
oh oh! i just remembered, valentine's day is in 12 days!