Boster

Feb 01, 2004 22:20

i'm not even sure what exactly i want to talk to you about. i just like to be
upfront and open. we are both really shy, i am really shy. and i dont want our
friendship to beat around the bush like it is anymore. i cant make a first move
(until after many drinks), thats just the way i am. yet i want to... it's really
hard for me to type this so i imagine i probably will have an even harder time
saying it. but i know speaking in person is better.

i really wanted you to kiss me last night. i think you felt the same way.

what's gotten into me? i havent had these kinda butterflies in me since middle school. i dont want to be in a relationship, i dont wanna be committed. but, oh i do. we watched the weather channel together! i mean, how much more freakishly alike can we be? maybe it'll all blow over, or maybe this is the beginning. i'm just having one of those moments.
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