LET ME be honest.
Hello life.
I'm so in love with you and fuck, I despise you so much. You are my friend and my enemy. You have shown be how to love and how to destroy. And now I'm at a crossroads. Creation down one path and destruction down the other. Thrill lie in both directions, honor and wisdom perhaps in both too, but not love. I want love, I have love and I know you do too, but it isn't easier. I have not come to a point where it flows naturally through me. Fear and confusion run through me with ease, but love is not like a rushing river. It is almost a steady stream.
The love beats, but doesn't move --- it's beat is building an intense pressure capable of driving me mad if not properly addressed.
In my dreams love runs and flows through me with a fast and gentle rage.
Give me ease. Give me balance. Give me peace. Please!
I'm so in love with you and fuck, I despise you so much. You are my friend and my enemy. You have shown be how to love and how to destroy. And now I'm at a crossroads. Creation down one path and destruction down the other. Thrill lie in both directions, honor and wisdom perhaps in both too, but not love. I want love, I have love and I know you do too, but it isn't easier. I have not come to a point where it flows naturally through me. Fear and confusion run through me with ease, but love is not like a rushing river. It is almost a steady stream.
The love beats, but doesn't move --- it's beat is building an intense pressure capable of driving me mad if not properly addressed.
In my dreams love runs and flows through me with a fast and gentle rage.
Give me ease. Give me balance. Give me peace. Please!