break is gone...
mmm this is gonna be really long mostly because i am gonna typeing everything i did over break and you really dont have to read it its mostly so i just can procrastonate on the rest of my homework and life hmmmm
saturday- went to dsw with my mom to meet jackie and her mom there. siad goodbye to jackie i guess.
sunday- went to a cross country party thing at stephs which was fun and i dont really remember what happened now but i remember laughing alot and of course pointing at the t.v after greys anatomy with jessica and freaking out and laughing which reminds me that jessica is amazing and made me laugh alot about my situations this week and i like how we make fun of it too. Then i went to megans japan party becasue she is going to japan for 10 months and it actually was much more fun than i expected. Miki remembered my name which made me happy and she goes to eastern and i am thinking about going there. i saw dana and convinced her to go to youth group next time and we talked about third nipples and who has them. oh and i saw this one kid that i did a project with in like 7th grade because i made him a cootie catcher and we talked about that and basically i just felt cool.
monday- well i truely cant remember what i did except go to katies random party. I brought now 1 and we listened to some pretty sweet songs that were on it.
tuesday- wore my amplify shorts and went to katies so we could all work out at the rec. went to the rec and i couldnt get in becasue i didnt have an id and it sucked. stayed outside in the cold for 2 hours running on the track and huddleing for warmth and making i heart friends signs out of berries. Stayed at katie for a bit after and ate grilled cheese made by jimmy and salad made by callie and i think steve and i dont know if lauren or katie made anything but i like them anyways. that night I went to the coldstones with jesseka, bun-bun, and gina and then to see rumor has it at the civic. it was a good movie but kevin costner is nasty (bring me your report card, 13 days) and we are all going to see the graduate now.
wendsday- went to a cast party which was interesting. i kinda showed up and since i really dont have any good friends in the musical i was kinda left out but i guess i met some people and had some fun being at school for 3 hours on a non school day. i now feel excepted into the theatre group haha not really but i kinda do. ohh and i finally went to secretary of state to get my lisence since i had been driving without one for quite some time now. i went to the mall with some cool kids too and we had fun eating ice cream in marshall fields.
thursday-got kinda sick because my mom and brother were sick. I think earlyer in the day i went to lunch with gina, sam, and alex. That was nice and sam was greek and we had the flaming cheese and lots of greek food and it was delicious. Then i think gina and i went to jackies but we couldnt watch sex and the city because mr. smith was there so i watched to catch a thief and gina refused to watch it since it was a good movie but i liked it
friday-today olivia katie and i went to our appointment at the nursing home. i woke up at 1 and it was at 2 so we were kinda late but thats ok. The lady was really nice and excited that we wanted to vollenteer. It seemed really clean and cheerful and i am happy i am gonna be visiting with old people its the least i can do since my grandparents all live in different states far across the country. Then we went to katies and tried on dresses and katie looks so pretty in her cape dress and i might wear her homecoming one to coming home because i am going because i just like churchill and thier dances haha we then didnt know what to do so we drove by jimmys house and he saw us and came running out and hopped in the car. Then we got Paul and he was kinda suprised i guess and i went in his house since i had never been in it before. Then even though there was no room in the car we went to steves but he wasnt home and then we asked for elijah ( steves little brother who looks like elijah wood) but he wasnt home either. We then procceded to the laural park mall where katie showed off her golfing outfit and i tried on this reeally cute dress that is all vintigey and its so cute and i think i can get my mommy to agree to get it for me for homecoming or somthing. I just feel really pretty in it. Then we went to jimmy johns and waited for gina to come into work and she did and we bought day old bread for 47 cents and it was really good. we then randomly went to the thrift store and katie got pants. Everybody went home. Then we showed up at olivias later but i was late because my mom was crying becasue she misses her family which i understand. Olivias was fun and callie, kazda and megan were there too. Trianer is amazing and he remembered my name! i know its just my name but i was really excited and he is such a nice guy.
saturday- went home and slept till like 1 and there was a knock at the door and my dad went to get it and i was like half asleep and my dad siad it was for me so i got out of bed in my pjs and nasty hair and went to the door and it was suzio! i was like oh hi steve and he siad he had somthing for me and he gave me a spice girls cd! i was really excited and i never had a spice girls cd and i wanted to listen to them and after i thanked steve and he left i listened to it and they were just as good as i remember haha. I then went on a hike with my dad which is always nice. I think my dad needs to get out of the house and out of just working all the time. It was cold but i had girlscout cookies in my pocket and i hate many of them and it was nice being in nature. We then got coffe and went to a restaurant and ate dindin. Paul and jackie called me and i was gonna go play tag with them at bently but they were leaving by the time i got there. I went to jackies though and looked at all her D.C pictures and got an I heart D.C shirt which i wore today. later that night i went to ginas older sister mels apartment for a party. It was interesting. i guess you could say my first colledge party but like 2 thirds of the poeple there were from my brothers graduateing class which was wierd because all my brothers friends were there. They were all like little muzzy what are you doing here and dave king was saying i am just gonna pretend megan muzzell isnt here and we talked about how his mom babysat ryan and i and how i would play super mario with him in the basement. there was a nentendo with super mario at mels house which was random but fun. nick was there whos been my brothers best friend for a long time and him and ryan get into trouble together and he just kept telling me how mean my mom was and i guess he is right but my mom can be nice and she just is always sad but is even sadder now because ryan stresses her out. i also talked to kit who is my brothers friend and head delagate for mamun last year and he called my brother but he didnt answer. oh and so when i walk into english class today my teacher says infront of the class "kit says he doesn't want to see you at partys anymore" and i was umm whoa you talked to him and she was like yeah he stopped in after school and just creepy that my teacher knows stuff about my life i guess. oh and everyone liked my halloween socks, or they were making fun of them, but i like my fun socks and everyone was saying stuff about them "i have a black cat named ace at home"
sunday- went home, took a much needed shower after the white underground railroad comment and the long night. then slept a bunch. then hmm i seriously dont remember what i did i dont think i did anything great this day. oh wait i did. i went to rec and actually got in this time and worked out with reech and bun-bun. After me and reech went to panara and ate asiago cheese bagels an took free mountain dew and it was a good time with some deep conversation. That night wasnt so good. my parents and ryan fought and blah just so confuseing. ryan tapped on my window at like 1 in the morning and siad he wanted to talk to me so i went outside and just listened to him scare me while i cryed and was shakeing and he just says the most depressing things and i never know what to think. he actually gave me a hug and told me that he olny has me and god in the world and he never belived in god before, he is suffering from depression and he is going to a specailized doctor this week. He is just depressed already and then his friend john died and he went to the funeral and just i feel so scared for ryan. He was just talking to me and smoked like 5 cigarettes in like half an hour. I love him and i just want him to be happy again. ok sorry for the emoness. i ended up not getting much sleep that night.
the rest of this week is just going by i guess. ohh i got a B on my math test! yay i havent gotten a high grade on a test yet so that makes me happy. the musical is getting better even though i still cant dance i will still be fumbleing around on the days of performacnes. I am really glad i met beth because she is like my olny friend in the musical and she is gonna to track because i got her into it mwahahaha and it will be grand.
if i forget somthing in here i will put it in antoher entry later becasue i know i did forget somthing
saturday- went to dsw with my mom to meet jackie and her mom there. siad goodbye to jackie i guess.
sunday- went to a cross country party thing at stephs which was fun and i dont really remember what happened now but i remember laughing alot and of course pointing at the t.v after greys anatomy with jessica and freaking out and laughing which reminds me that jessica is amazing and made me laugh alot about my situations this week and i like how we make fun of it too. Then i went to megans japan party becasue she is going to japan for 10 months and it actually was much more fun than i expected. Miki remembered my name which made me happy and she goes to eastern and i am thinking about going there. i saw dana and convinced her to go to youth group next time and we talked about third nipples and who has them. oh and i saw this one kid that i did a project with in like 7th grade because i made him a cootie catcher and we talked about that and basically i just felt cool.
monday- well i truely cant remember what i did except go to katies random party. I brought now 1 and we listened to some pretty sweet songs that were on it.
tuesday- wore my amplify shorts and went to katies so we could all work out at the rec. went to the rec and i couldnt get in becasue i didnt have an id and it sucked. stayed outside in the cold for 2 hours running on the track and huddleing for warmth and making i heart friends signs out of berries. Stayed at katie for a bit after and ate grilled cheese made by jimmy and salad made by callie and i think steve and i dont know if lauren or katie made anything but i like them anyways. that night I went to the coldstones with jesseka, bun-bun, and gina and then to see rumor has it at the civic. it was a good movie but kevin costner is nasty (bring me your report card, 13 days) and we are all going to see the graduate now.
wendsday- went to a cast party which was interesting. i kinda showed up and since i really dont have any good friends in the musical i was kinda left out but i guess i met some people and had some fun being at school for 3 hours on a non school day. i now feel excepted into the theatre group haha not really but i kinda do. ohh and i finally went to secretary of state to get my lisence since i had been driving without one for quite some time now. i went to the mall with some cool kids too and we had fun eating ice cream in marshall fields.
thursday-got kinda sick because my mom and brother were sick. I think earlyer in the day i went to lunch with gina, sam, and alex. That was nice and sam was greek and we had the flaming cheese and lots of greek food and it was delicious. Then i think gina and i went to jackies but we couldnt watch sex and the city because mr. smith was there so i watched to catch a thief and gina refused to watch it since it was a good movie but i liked it
friday-today olivia katie and i went to our appointment at the nursing home. i woke up at 1 and it was at 2 so we were kinda late but thats ok. The lady was really nice and excited that we wanted to vollenteer. It seemed really clean and cheerful and i am happy i am gonna be visiting with old people its the least i can do since my grandparents all live in different states far across the country. Then we went to katies and tried on dresses and katie looks so pretty in her cape dress and i might wear her homecoming one to coming home because i am going because i just like churchill and thier dances haha we then didnt know what to do so we drove by jimmys house and he saw us and came running out and hopped in the car. Then we got Paul and he was kinda suprised i guess and i went in his house since i had never been in it before. Then even though there was no room in the car we went to steves but he wasnt home and then we asked for elijah ( steves little brother who looks like elijah wood) but he wasnt home either. We then procceded to the laural park mall where katie showed off her golfing outfit and i tried on this reeally cute dress that is all vintigey and its so cute and i think i can get my mommy to agree to get it for me for homecoming or somthing. I just feel really pretty in it. Then we went to jimmy johns and waited for gina to come into work and she did and we bought day old bread for 47 cents and it was really good. we then randomly went to the thrift store and katie got pants. Everybody went home. Then we showed up at olivias later but i was late because my mom was crying becasue she misses her family which i understand. Olivias was fun and callie, kazda and megan were there too. Trianer is amazing and he remembered my name! i know its just my name but i was really excited and he is such a nice guy.
saturday- went home and slept till like 1 and there was a knock at the door and my dad went to get it and i was like half asleep and my dad siad it was for me so i got out of bed in my pjs and nasty hair and went to the door and it was suzio! i was like oh hi steve and he siad he had somthing for me and he gave me a spice girls cd! i was really excited and i never had a spice girls cd and i wanted to listen to them and after i thanked steve and he left i listened to it and they were just as good as i remember haha. I then went on a hike with my dad which is always nice. I think my dad needs to get out of the house and out of just working all the time. It was cold but i had girlscout cookies in my pocket and i hate many of them and it was nice being in nature. We then got coffe and went to a restaurant and ate dindin. Paul and jackie called me and i was gonna go play tag with them at bently but they were leaving by the time i got there. I went to jackies though and looked at all her D.C pictures and got an I heart D.C shirt which i wore today. later that night i went to ginas older sister mels apartment for a party. It was interesting. i guess you could say my first colledge party but like 2 thirds of the poeple there were from my brothers graduateing class which was wierd because all my brothers friends were there. They were all like little muzzy what are you doing here and dave king was saying i am just gonna pretend megan muzzell isnt here and we talked about how his mom babysat ryan and i and how i would play super mario with him in the basement. there was a nentendo with super mario at mels house which was random but fun. nick was there whos been my brothers best friend for a long time and him and ryan get into trouble together and he just kept telling me how mean my mom was and i guess he is right but my mom can be nice and she just is always sad but is even sadder now because ryan stresses her out. i also talked to kit who is my brothers friend and head delagate for mamun last year and he called my brother but he didnt answer. oh and so when i walk into english class today my teacher says infront of the class "kit says he doesn't want to see you at partys anymore" and i was umm whoa you talked to him and she was like yeah he stopped in after school and just creepy that my teacher knows stuff about my life i guess. oh and everyone liked my halloween socks, or they were making fun of them, but i like my fun socks and everyone was saying stuff about them "i have a black cat named ace at home"
sunday- went home, took a much needed shower after the white underground railroad comment and the long night. then slept a bunch. then hmm i seriously dont remember what i did i dont think i did anything great this day. oh wait i did. i went to rec and actually got in this time and worked out with reech and bun-bun. After me and reech went to panara and ate asiago cheese bagels an took free mountain dew and it was a good time with some deep conversation. That night wasnt so good. my parents and ryan fought and blah just so confuseing. ryan tapped on my window at like 1 in the morning and siad he wanted to talk to me so i went outside and just listened to him scare me while i cryed and was shakeing and he just says the most depressing things and i never know what to think. he actually gave me a hug and told me that he olny has me and god in the world and he never belived in god before, he is suffering from depression and he is going to a specailized doctor this week. He is just depressed already and then his friend john died and he went to the funeral and just i feel so scared for ryan. He was just talking to me and smoked like 5 cigarettes in like half an hour. I love him and i just want him to be happy again. ok sorry for the emoness. i ended up not getting much sleep that night.
the rest of this week is just going by i guess. ohh i got a B on my math test! yay i havent gotten a high grade on a test yet so that makes me happy. the musical is getting better even though i still cant dance i will still be fumbleing around on the days of performacnes. I am really glad i met beth because she is like my olny friend in the musical and she is gonna to track because i got her into it mwahahaha and it will be grand.
if i forget somthing in here i will put it in antoher entry later becasue i know i did forget somthing