2006

Jan 06, 2007 01:49

January:
-Lived in Kentwood, hung out with my boyfriend at the time a lot.
-Made the decision to go to grad school for social work
-Started Hebrew, and the teacher would eventually change my view of the Old Testament
-Seminary started back on campus in NO
-Monumental conversation with said boyfriend about relationship that would make me begin doubting relationship

February:
-Had a boyfriend for the first time on Valentine's day
-Saw Brian McKnight in Concert, he changed my life:)
-Applied to LSU and Bama
-Saw Britney Spears' house and met her family
-Helped organize a church Valentine's Day Banquet

March:
-Had my interview for LSU, didn't get the scholarship I applied for
-Found out I got into Bama, was faced with a decision
-Kara and I became pretty good friends

April:
-Got into LSU, decided to go to Bama
-Turned down M-Fuge after much deliberation
-Began to prepare my heart for moving to Tuscaloosa, and what might happen with me and boyfriend if I did

May:
-Ended my job at Sumner High School
-Moved back to Birmingham

June:
-Broke up with boyfriend
-Began grad school
-Grad school became my life
-Was mad at God and didn't understand why everything was going wrong
-Didn't go to church
-Met my bestest friends currently

July:
-Prayed really hard
-Finished first session of grad school
-Still didn't go to church
-Went to M-Fuge, got much closer to Kara...I miss her. Here I remembered I have to choose my attitude...and began letting go of bitterness I had.

August:
-Decided to go to Calvary
-Found my joy and peace with God again
-Stopped worrying about ex boyfriend and began focusing on school and getting through that
-Got my undeserved B in grad school
-Started third semester at grad school and internship at DYS
-I'm pretty sure this is the month I reconnected with Jad- a person in my life that I value a great deal.

September:
-Heard crazy stories all month from my girls at Prison
-Met all my 20/30 buddies and reconnected with others that I knew already
-Let God begin working in my life again.

October:
-Lots of fun!
-Dressed as refs for Halloween to stick it to Adam Weeks- he found it very funny:)
-Began to get a new vision for my life that scared me, but excited me at the same time. Maybe no more seminary?

November:
-Semester got REALLY hard at school
-Worked and pretty much did school
-Thanksgiving break- got to see family that I hadn't seen in a year bc of being in Louisiana last year
-Still was contemplating whether I'd do seminary next semester.

December:
-Everything was due for school the first week
-Finals
-Got all A's!
-Christmas- saw family, family, and more family
-Most recently reconnected with some old friends...including some from waaaaay back when.
-I am so happy.

Overall, this year has been full. I had a relationship that I thought was really strong and would last forever, but I lost myself in the process. I blame myself for that, and I believe that I have myself back now. I learned a great deal from that relationship about myself and about trust, and I still value his presence in my life as my friend. After that relationship ended I really didn't know what to do with myself, so I buried myself in school, but somewhere along the way God blessed me with my incredible friends now. They have no idea how much I needed them when they came along but I am so grateful. I've grown up a lot in the past year, mostly in the past semester, and I feel so much like a big girl now:). I have a lot of HUGE decisions coming my way...camp, then the world is wide open. For now, seminary is on hold and I will figure out if that's supposed to permanent or not as it comes. God is good, even though I tried to run away for a while. I'm anxious to see what will happen in the next year!
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