It's been forever....
I know it's been ages since I last posted but would you believe I have attempted to post a gazillion times and bloody lj has been in read-only mode everytime and I have lost the posts. I need to learn to copy my entries before I try to post them! I never learn!
Another reason has been that there is so much shit going on at work that it's driving me mental. Don't want to get into too many personal details of work colleagues but both other girls in office have MAJOR personal shit going on that is affecting work and the boss has put me in a sticky situation regarding my future role in the company. Basically everything is very much up in the air and going into work just makes me feel ill at the minute. A lot of stuff happened o I'm really dreading tomorrow morning and what the repercussions will be.
I have just printed out three letters for new job applications and am going to update my CV to get ready for applying for a ton of jobs. There is no way I am going to sit back and wait to see when the shit will hit the fan. I am hoping to get a job in a company that isn't small, private or family run. I want to be in a large place where the office can operate for more than one day without me there and one that pays me more than the shit I am currently earning!
Enough ranting about work....why does one thing always seem crap when another is doing so well. The wife and I are getting on fantastically and had a great weekend. On Friday night we took our mums out for dinner and cinema for Mother's Day. It was a great night and we all enjoyed it which was a relief after the nightmare Friday I had in work. Yesterday we had to stay in and wait for the Oil man to come. We had a majorly stressed week regarding money last week...when do we not!?!?! The oil ran out a LOT sooner than we thought it would and it cost a lot more than the last time we got some. So on top of all the stress we didn't have heat for 2 days! The wife also got landed with a £400 bill for her Multimedia Course which was also sooner than she thought. Another several reasons to land a better psid job!!!
So we stayed in last night and watched TV (Natasha was gorgeous on Eurovision thang!!!!), ordered Chinese and chilled out. It was great and there was no stress or fighting. I am feeling crap today because I'm worried about work tomorrow but I'm determined not to wallow in the shittiness. I'm just going to keep my head down and keep applying for jobs and hope for the best. I must admit, I will be buying lottery tickets this week which I don't normally do!
Sorry to anyone on flist if I haven't replied to things in ages! xo
Another reason has been that there is so much shit going on at work that it's driving me mental. Don't want to get into too many personal details of work colleagues but both other girls in office have MAJOR personal shit going on that is affecting work and the boss has put me in a sticky situation regarding my future role in the company. Basically everything is very much up in the air and going into work just makes me feel ill at the minute. A lot of stuff happened o I'm really dreading tomorrow morning and what the repercussions will be.
I have just printed out three letters for new job applications and am going to update my CV to get ready for applying for a ton of jobs. There is no way I am going to sit back and wait to see when the shit will hit the fan. I am hoping to get a job in a company that isn't small, private or family run. I want to be in a large place where the office can operate for more than one day without me there and one that pays me more than the shit I am currently earning!
Enough ranting about work....why does one thing always seem crap when another is doing so well. The wife and I are getting on fantastically and had a great weekend. On Friday night we took our mums out for dinner and cinema for Mother's Day. It was a great night and we all enjoyed it which was a relief after the nightmare Friday I had in work. Yesterday we had to stay in and wait for the Oil man to come. We had a majorly stressed week regarding money last week...when do we not!?!?! The oil ran out a LOT sooner than we thought it would and it cost a lot more than the last time we got some. So on top of all the stress we didn't have heat for 2 days! The wife also got landed with a £400 bill for her Multimedia Course which was also sooner than she thought. Another several reasons to land a better psid job!!!
So we stayed in last night and watched TV (Natasha was gorgeous on Eurovision thang!!!!), ordered Chinese and chilled out. It was great and there was no stress or fighting. I am feeling crap today because I'm worried about work tomorrow but I'm determined not to wallow in the shittiness. I'm just going to keep my head down and keep applying for jobs and hope for the best. I must admit, I will be buying lottery tickets this week which I don't normally do!
Sorry to anyone on flist if I haven't replied to things in ages! xo