My Easter :)
So today was my first Easter, I went to Jess Levines house, my "real" family lol, and her mom made all this food, and it was really good, and her family is hysterical. I love them! Then her brothers and sister set up an Easter egg hunt for me lol, then they helped me because I am so oblivious, but I finally did find all the eggs. Then I broke Passover, and ate the rabbit decorated cake, and all the desserts, and then we went for a walk. HaHa, instead of my normal leisurely pace, we followed Mrs. Levine, and did some power walking, but it was really relaxing.
After that we saw Sam's eighth grade dance dress, she's so pretty, her and Jess look so much alike, even though Jess "doesn't" see it at all. I can't believe she is going to be in our school next year. Then Jess and I looked at college stuff, and we talked about where we want to go. That's insane, she and I think a lot alike about the college thing, like what we like and where we're interested in, and I got really interested in American. Then my parents came, met Jess's fam, thanked them for having me, and giving me my first easter basket (I'm so excited that I got my first easter basket)!
Now I am home, not a Levine anymore :( lol, am I am staring at my council declaration papers again... God the thought of running for council is like consuming me right now. It seems like an amazing idea, and I have wanted it since my first convention, I always wanted to be the Judi Kigulmen, Chloe Jones, Malary Egelberg of BBYO, I always wanted to be a leader. Now I am so scared, why would I be a leader, why am I anymore worth listening to than anyone else, why should I be in charge of important decisions, who says I know what I am doing?
Plus especially after tonight, I know I won't have as much time for my school friends if I'm N'siah. But then again the people who I am using as role models for this position hate their towns and choose not to hang out with their "school friends", I am not sure if they make the choice of becoming president because they don't like their school friends, or they loose touch with their school friends because they made the choice to become president. But then again I have the chance to be president and do something great, and I know I would really love to be so active and make such a difference in BBYO.
Whatever, I think I am just thinking out loud. Today was really a good day. Now I have to get my school stuff in order, make my new bed on the floor so I can sleep with Archy because since he had hip surgery he cannot jump on my bed, and watch my lifetime shows... haha lifes great!
Gunna run, Happy Passover and Easter!
After that we saw Sam's eighth grade dance dress, she's so pretty, her and Jess look so much alike, even though Jess "doesn't" see it at all. I can't believe she is going to be in our school next year. Then Jess and I looked at college stuff, and we talked about where we want to go. That's insane, she and I think a lot alike about the college thing, like what we like and where we're interested in, and I got really interested in American. Then my parents came, met Jess's fam, thanked them for having me, and giving me my first easter basket (I'm so excited that I got my first easter basket)!
Now I am home, not a Levine anymore :( lol, am I am staring at my council declaration papers again... God the thought of running for council is like consuming me right now. It seems like an amazing idea, and I have wanted it since my first convention, I always wanted to be the Judi Kigulmen, Chloe Jones, Malary Egelberg of BBYO, I always wanted to be a leader. Now I am so scared, why would I be a leader, why am I anymore worth listening to than anyone else, why should I be in charge of important decisions, who says I know what I am doing?
Plus especially after tonight, I know I won't have as much time for my school friends if I'm N'siah. But then again the people who I am using as role models for this position hate their towns and choose not to hang out with their "school friends", I am not sure if they make the choice of becoming president because they don't like their school friends, or they loose touch with their school friends because they made the choice to become president. But then again I have the chance to be president and do something great, and I know I would really love to be so active and make such a difference in BBYO.
Whatever, I think I am just thinking out loud. Today was really a good day. Now I have to get my school stuff in order, make my new bed on the floor so I can sleep with Archy because since he had hip surgery he cannot jump on my bed, and watch my lifetime shows... haha lifes great!
Gunna run, Happy Passover and Easter!