stressed about the finances

[leabers]

im so stressed about things today. my kids are being rotten and its all i can do to not beat them. i took them all to the dentist today and that was terrible just that corbin needs 800 dollars worth of work done on his teeth and that what the insurance does NOT cover. and vash needs 500. im so getting a second opinion. beyond that we are out of food and josh has not yet called to get assistance for us. i can only take so much im gonna just start selling stuff if he cant start figuring out how to help us. i have looked at lots of jobs here and have applied for a few but finding a night job here is harder than i expected. i know josh doesnt want to but im gonna just take lots of our dvds and sell them so we can pay bills and eat this month. making him understand that you just have to give things up sometimes is hard. but when you have no money for food and basics its time to give up and just do what you need to do. i cant just let my kids eat rice and beans, im not gonna let them suffer. not just that but eating all terrible is making me sick as well. i texted him the number to call the chaplain lets hope he calls it. id callmyself but to get help for that sort of thing here on post the soldier has to call. i just wish i could find a night job and then we would not keep having this happen i also wish we could get a credit card so if we need something mid month we dont have to worry about it anymore because by the first of feb. we will be all caught up again. i wish the army paid more it sucks stressing about things like this.
poo on stress i say pooooo!