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Things have been going really well lately. I had a fantastic birthday and went to atlantic city over the weekend. I got some really awesome gifts. My bf, George, got me lalique perfume and roses... Lea got me the Jewish kabbalah string intertwined in a bracelet with a heart charm on it... Maxine got me a Nintendo DS Lite which I play every day... I got an awesome Prada bag... and my uncle and grandmother got me a Tiffany set of a ring, bracelet, and necklace.
Ever since George I have been really happy... it's different... and new. Alastair and I remain close friend but I feel it was for the best to end things. We were both so unhappy by the end of the relationship, and from what I've gathered he has had a really good time this summer without me, which shows he can be just fine without me, and that since he was happier that it's better that way.
It's strange being happy though, because I feel as if it's too soon for me to be happy (this is NOT in terms of Alastair)and that it might be wrong or something. I can't help being happy though, so it evokes conflicting emotions in me. He would be pleased with it though I think.
Ever since George I have been really happy... it's different... and new. Alastair and I remain close friend but I feel it was for the best to end things. We were both so unhappy by the end of the relationship, and from what I've gathered he has had a really good time this summer without me, which shows he can be just fine without me, and that since he was happier that it's better that way.
It's strange being happy though, because I feel as if it's too soon for me to be happy (this is NOT in terms of Alastair)and that it might be wrong or something. I can't help being happy though, so it evokes conflicting emotions in me. He would be pleased with it though I think.