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ok so lately ive been such a LJ whore! whats up with that, im not supposed to be writing in this thing. but i guess i should make up for my previous harsh entry, so yeh, stress can get a lil carried away..
but anyway, the last few days have been so warm and nice, im anticipating for the summer, like caaarrraaazzzay, so much that ive been looking at a million bikinis and stuff; but i def have to get in shape, i havent ran in sooo long, i feel like such a bum. i need a fresh new look for the upcomming spring/summer, i do it every yr so its like tradition to come out w/ something different, just so it can help me "move on" from those tragic winter days and have a fresh new exciting start for the sunny weather. so feb 28th im finally getting contacts, maybe ill try colored, but i dunno how thatll turn out. and this weekend im getting a haircut and color consultation!! no matter what anyone says, cuz i obviously dont listen to anyone elses opinion lol. im soooo tempted to getting my hair colored again, but i just cant get myself to do it. hell, i grew it out for 2 years!! w/o coloring it at all, not even to my natural color, i dont think many ppl have that much patience w/ that... but then colored hair reminds me of the time i was dating mark and stuff and i kinda like the darker, sultrier, seductive look w/ my black hair. but summer is tempting me soo badly to get it lighter, maybe ill go for a more dramatic change, its either all or nothing.
so, im taking a poll, i was kinda thinking about getting my naval peirced, but just a temporary thought, im sure itll die out, but i wanted to get ppls opinions on it and stuff, even though most probably ill end up not listening to them and doing just the opposite. i guess you could say its leaning towards trying to symbolize "a new chapter" in my life by making a permanent physical scar. who knows, whatever the reason, its mandatory, lol jk.
today i just started at bertucci's, it was fun, busy, but fun, and i try to think im a quick learner, so hopefully it wont be too much trouble. i know its inevitable that guys hit on you and stuff, but i hate it when it happens at the work environment, like it really pissed me off at broadmead, and that pedophile manager at level ten, thats why i miss working at the body shop soooo much, those grls were the best. w/e tho, i just hope it doesnt happen this time too much, even though its harmless, sometimes it can get frustrating.
oh yeh, i was at abercrombie last weekend, accompanying some friends, even though i hardly ever buy stuff from there, and some guy that worked there asked me if i wanted to work for them, even though i wasnt even dressed that way at all, i was more dressy cuz thats just my style. but w/e they pay min wage there, and i dont think im that desperate.
ok, so just a lil update, btw.. ive been writing a looooot lately, just a bunch of short stories, poems, and mainly prose; my mind has been such a machine lately and some of it is pretty interesting; i was thinking about posting some of it here, but finally decided that they will only be private entries and not made public, only a few have an eye for appreciation, right joe?
hopefully ill stop this LJ whoring and not write for a few more months or so
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