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[le_mer_de_fire]

its frustrating
ive been doing pretty good lately, but then today
maybe because its christmas?  im lonely
my grandma didnt come by
i got all i wanted ..... in material aspects
but id rather have back what i had.
i cant sleep either
just bleh.
strange dreams that make no sense and insomnia.  :P
i just hope it goes away
i get so bored.

todays just a sad day.
i miss him today.