It took me like an hour to write this shit between interruptions and the fact that I wont STFU
I go through periods of constant updating. Soon this thing will be a graveyard, I suppose.
I feel better now <3
It was a good day. Talked things over. Fixed my issues with many people, got some apologies, heard new happenings, made plans...
Feel like I can get what I want if I just say the word, and I trust it, especially because of the perspective I have. I was assured that the second I feel like coming back I can. It's funny what people assume sometimes. Just need to let some things happen first, because unresolved issues are difficult to handle. I learn more about myself every day. It's not bad, heh. I'm rediscovering some things, and I'm remembering what I enjoyed. I'm so vague. <3
Drove my mom's VW beetle. It's a lot easier to shift that the honda with no power steering, but I'm still not friends with stick shift. I can manage, if I practice a bit more. I mean, I've only driven stick like..3 times in my life. I'm still alive, that means something, right?
I went to the doctor again, just to see how things are. Guess my virus parallels my current situation. Need to let it run its course. Told me not to do track for a week. That's gay. It's okay though... don't enjoy the sport anyway. I'll catch up. Hope I don't sprain my back again.
So anyway, after acquiring this fresh new Timberland sweater (haha) friend dropped me at Lincoln and I met up with Tim, Ariel, and Alex. We had so much fun together. Ran into Danie and Yes, but Danie was getting a hair cut, so Yesenia came with us to Mosh Pitt. I needed to find out how much piercings are- I'm getting a bellybutton one soon (whenever I'm not sick- I heard that if you're sick, your body is weak and it get's infected a lot more easily) and a nose stud in May. Both are $35 plus the jewlery. I was all hyped up too. The guy wanted me to do it then and there. I was pretty tempted >.< But I don't want to risk having my stomach turn green or some shit, lol. It will be done by the end of the month, I hope. Guess that means I'm gonna have to get some abodminal muscles. I'm too lazy =P I can't give up my ice cream and crap foods, lol.
Alex was funny. He kept bugging the guy about getting his knuckles pierced. He drove us to get sushi at this place on Washington, next to Thai Tony's and it was a-mazing. Sashimi is the shit ^_^ We were telling stories and just taking it easy. Love those guys <3
We went back to Alex's and played Texas Hold Ems. Reminded me of evenings in Europe, but I can't play for shit when I'm sober, so I lost. They dropped me off at the theater afterward, and while I was waiting to get picked up, I went for a little walk. This group of people walked by, and I just looked up and smiled without thinking about it. I guess it's a habit. Then I hear some girl say "I saw that smile"... I'm like o.0 okay... and keep walking and talking on the phone. Then I have a feeling someone is following me, so I stop, and this kid with a carnation comes up to me, and just hands me the flower. He told me I was gorgeous and blah blah. I thought that was adorable, lol. No one ever does that. So that made my day, even though he wasn't really my type. He looked intersting though, pierced eyebrow skater kind of look? I walked back towards the theater, and he came and spoke to me, told me he goes to the Art Institute near the Omni - graffiti art, and there was a bit of small talk. He asked me for my # and we exchanged them and whatnot, just as friends (I told him I kind of have a bf- which is kind of true? lol). Then he called me like an hour later (no hesitation 0.o) and told me a bit more info, how he can get me and my friends into Space and shit cause he has presales, and it was cool. Little forward though >.< He was already assuming I wanted to see him. That's okay though, I love meeting people. You never know who is going to make an impact on you. His friends looked really interesting too. One had vampire piercings on either side of his mouth, and the rest looked really artistic, some emo. I must have looked foolish to them, but what's a first impression anyway. Everything happens for a reason. I wonder that this one serves.
So I'm home now, wondering what tomorrow holds.
Think I might meet up with people to see the superbowl. Hang with Daniel most likely. Might go to Ariel's dad's house.
Carlos, they did shit on your lawn. I say so. lol
omfg I love radiohead to death
I feel better now <3
It was a good day. Talked things over. Fixed my issues with many people, got some apologies, heard new happenings, made plans...
Feel like I can get what I want if I just say the word, and I trust it, especially because of the perspective I have. I was assured that the second I feel like coming back I can. It's funny what people assume sometimes. Just need to let some things happen first, because unresolved issues are difficult to handle. I learn more about myself every day. It's not bad, heh. I'm rediscovering some things, and I'm remembering what I enjoyed. I'm so vague. <3
Drove my mom's VW beetle. It's a lot easier to shift that the honda with no power steering, but I'm still not friends with stick shift. I can manage, if I practice a bit more. I mean, I've only driven stick like..3 times in my life. I'm still alive, that means something, right?
I went to the doctor again, just to see how things are. Guess my virus parallels my current situation. Need to let it run its course. Told me not to do track for a week. That's gay. It's okay though... don't enjoy the sport anyway. I'll catch up. Hope I don't sprain my back again.
So anyway, after acquiring this fresh new Timberland sweater (haha) friend dropped me at Lincoln and I met up with Tim, Ariel, and Alex. We had so much fun together. Ran into Danie and Yes, but Danie was getting a hair cut, so Yesenia came with us to Mosh Pitt. I needed to find out how much piercings are- I'm getting a bellybutton one soon (whenever I'm not sick- I heard that if you're sick, your body is weak and it get's infected a lot more easily) and a nose stud in May. Both are $35 plus the jewlery. I was all hyped up too. The guy wanted me to do it then and there. I was pretty tempted >.< But I don't want to risk having my stomach turn green or some shit, lol. It will be done by the end of the month, I hope. Guess that means I'm gonna have to get some abodminal muscles. I'm too lazy =P I can't give up my ice cream and crap foods, lol.
Alex was funny. He kept bugging the guy about getting his knuckles pierced. He drove us to get sushi at this place on Washington, next to Thai Tony's and it was a-mazing. Sashimi is the shit ^_^ We were telling stories and just taking it easy. Love those guys <3
We went back to Alex's and played Texas Hold Ems. Reminded me of evenings in Europe, but I can't play for shit when I'm sober, so I lost. They dropped me off at the theater afterward, and while I was waiting to get picked up, I went for a little walk. This group of people walked by, and I just looked up and smiled without thinking about it. I guess it's a habit. Then I hear some girl say "I saw that smile"... I'm like o.0 okay... and keep walking and talking on the phone. Then I have a feeling someone is following me, so I stop, and this kid with a carnation comes up to me, and just hands me the flower. He told me I was gorgeous and blah blah. I thought that was adorable, lol. No one ever does that. So that made my day, even though he wasn't really my type. He looked intersting though, pierced eyebrow skater kind of look? I walked back towards the theater, and he came and spoke to me, told me he goes to the Art Institute near the Omni - graffiti art, and there was a bit of small talk. He asked me for my # and we exchanged them and whatnot, just as friends (I told him I kind of have a bf- which is kind of true? lol). Then he called me like an hour later (no hesitation 0.o) and told me a bit more info, how he can get me and my friends into Space and shit cause he has presales, and it was cool. Little forward though >.< He was already assuming I wanted to see him. That's okay though, I love meeting people. You never know who is going to make an impact on you. His friends looked really interesting too. One had vampire piercings on either side of his mouth, and the rest looked really artistic, some emo. I must have looked foolish to them, but what's a first impression anyway. Everything happens for a reason. I wonder that this one serves.
So I'm home now, wondering what tomorrow holds.
Think I might meet up with people to see the superbowl. Hang with Daniel most likely. Might go to Ariel's dad's house.
Carlos, they did shit on your lawn. I say so. lol
omfg I love radiohead to death