i sent this email to my friend a few minutes ago, which nicely wraps up my current life in a cute little bow:

"starting a new thread b/c i just couldn't be bothered to find the other one.

and i know i probs made you anticipate my phone call unnecessarily (psh, like that's ever happened), but all i can say is i left my charger at home and it had to be ( Read more... )

menial updates:
-a/e cross country race last sat, i PRed by 3 minutes yayayaya :D
-still no sadie date, still tons of boy problems
-speaking of boy problems, i am such a whore. meh. i still haven't given up on blondie, though the hope is slowing dying, and i've already set my sights on another man. WHEN WILL THIS END >__>
-exeter geek day tomorrow, ( Read more... )

unfortunately, i'm spending it packing ( Read more... )

okay so michaeljit just made my day. i was going to return the backtracks key to tori and was walking past the andover inn when i hear someone shouting my name. it turned out to be michaeljit, the little bugger, and he wanted me to take a picture of him and his friends. he started making snarky comments about missing my cues and "god, can't you do ( Read more... )

fucking weather.

notion: every time i forget about him he comes back and i think i fall in love with him again. what a sick vicious cycle. and i know he'll never love me the way i love him.

IT’S YOU
even though i cry and cry i can only rightly say that it’s you.
FAN
don't you see i need you it's not unhealthy its not unnecessary you are the only light i know.

i dunno. random writings. basically what comes to my mind when i listen to these songs.

yayyy the history paper is officially done :D with all bells and whistles attached, it's ready ( Read more... )

basically done with the history paper :D just have to attach a few bells and whistles tonight and then it's good to go ( Read more... )

first our dinner gets cancelled. then covering ultimate for popo gets stolen from me. i guess this is god's way of saying, no bitch.

so. i was talking to will today. for the first time in forever. he was telling me how i was horrible at conversation and couldn't utilize any material in the conversation at all. this might be true. usually i am a ingenious master of conversation *sarcasm much?* , but yeah, for some reason when i talk to him, my mind goes blank. and this is not ( Read more... )

something in me is about to break, and i’m scared of the notion of ripping my chest apart just to find something in there exists. i’m scared, i’m scared. i grab my phone and dial your number in.

i want you to say, “is everything ok?” i want you to comfort me, to hold my arms out at length and tell me that you will be there for me. but of course you ( Read more... )