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It's been a while...o.0
...Mami died...
It's wierd how difficult it is to say it, yet I don't feel death the way most people feel it. I don't usually cry because I feel time goes by so fast, that in no time I'll be right there with them again...somehow.
I don't have a firm belief in what happens when you die...but I think somehow we'll see eachother again...
So...I guess Mami didn't "die"...solo se nos adelanto.
It's just wierd...because I notice such...details. Such a difference. You walk in, and it's quiet. And everybody is laughing, and suddenly...you notice something is missing. And then...there's food at my house. That's been like...wierd. My grandma doesn't sit down at night to talk to anybody anymore... Who are me and Marcela going to imitate on the phone now?...Who is my grandma gonna call up just to tell her that she is on her fifth xanax...It's...wierd...it's just little details that have made life a complete one-eighty...
...Mami died...
It's wierd how difficult it is to say it, yet I don't feel death the way most people feel it. I don't usually cry because I feel time goes by so fast, that in no time I'll be right there with them again...somehow.
I don't have a firm belief in what happens when you die...but I think somehow we'll see eachother again...
So...I guess Mami didn't "die"...solo se nos adelanto.
It's just wierd...because I notice such...details. Such a difference. You walk in, and it's quiet. And everybody is laughing, and suddenly...you notice something is missing. And then...there's food at my house. That's been like...wierd. My grandma doesn't sit down at night to talk to anybody anymore... Who are me and Marcela going to imitate on the phone now?...Who is my grandma gonna call up just to tell her that she is on her fifth xanax...It's...wierd...it's just little details that have made life a complete one-eighty...