i'm torn between two worlds
okay, it's not that dramatic. here's the thing. i love my current job. i've mentioned before that i don't get paid a lot, i only get part-time hours, have no insurance, vacation, or any of the other benefits one would hope to reap from a job. so i decided to go on monster.com and whore myself out by sending my resume to a few pimps...i mean corporations. i've gotten a couple responses. one from a large pharmacu...pharmyceu...farmer-suitical company. it pays just a tad more than what i currently get (which is just the starting pay. with my experience i'll prolly get more) it has all the reasonibly priced insurance a hypocondriac could pray for. i have an interview tomorrow. problem is i hate change. no, i HATE change. i can cope with it, but i have such a problem with being the new person, waiting for people to adjust to my brand of quirkiness and all my weird desk paraphan...parapha...stuff.
it's in a different area of town--Irving instead of Carrollton (although Irving would prolly require fewer bus transfers) i dunno. i'm glad it's an evening appointment--6:15 instead of during my normal work hours, cuz that's just wrong. even still, i feel that by going on this interview and being awed by all the new shiny baubles and beads, that i'm cheating on a boyfriend. am i on some retarded shit or what?
feedback please...that means you itto, regent_street, ladyandthetramp, costello1177, asifallforever, octoberust, jamaicajungle , hoodstr8,youcallhersusie, ideastorm and tapewormboy
don't ask why i listed you all. i just thought it'd make each of you feel special. i told you i'm on some retarded shit!
it's in a different area of town--Irving instead of Carrollton (although Irving would prolly require fewer bus transfers) i dunno. i'm glad it's an evening appointment--6:15 instead of during my normal work hours, cuz that's just wrong. even still, i feel that by going on this interview and being awed by all the new shiny baubles and beads, that i'm cheating on a boyfriend. am i on some retarded shit or what?
feedback please...that means you itto, regent_street, ladyandthetramp, costello1177, asifallforever, octoberust, jamaicajungle , hoodstr8,youcallhersusie, ideastorm and tapewormboy
don't ask why i listed you all. i just thought it'd make each of you feel special. i told you i'm on some retarded shit!