stupid
Everything goes wrong, when everything seems to start going right. Nothing ever works out for me. I was driving to the city on friday night and since highland park doesn't plow their streets very often I ended up skidding over a curb. Nothing seemed wrong with my car, it was driving fine. Sat on my way home, everything was fine, no loss of air pressure, nothing. I get home with enough time to shower and go to babysitting. I get out to my car and the tire is completly flat. My mom wouldn't help me change the tire until sunday, so I dealt with it, not very well but I did. On sunday I got up and went to Just tires to have a new tire put on my car, I found a huge screw in the tread after I removed the flat. Yuck, just my luck. Well I get there wait an hour and a half and find out that I had chipped part of my wheel/rim andd they can't replace the tire until I get a new wheel/rim ($250) So I am like what do I do, how long will it take? Etc. Three to four days max and I should drive on my spare until then. I can't believe that, drive on a spare for up to four days, shitty. Well then I ask my brother to drive me to work today andd so I can drive the girl I babysit to hebrew school. He says ok. Well I get to work and I just don't seem to be able to do anything right. I only have one table until, 12:30, then I seat myself and get everything going on the first table, when my seven top is sat, I get there drinks and appetizer going when I get sat again. But this table is complaining that they need a server (less then a minute since being sat) Andrea tells me to get there right away, I try to grab a special card but andrea is pushing me towards the table, so I go. I don't even say my name when they just yell out there order. Like I am a fucking drivethrough window operator. That just pissed me off. I go and grab there drinks, put their order in, drop off ketchup andd mustard. They get their food, they like it. They seem to be ignoring me and having an in depth discussion not worried about time, so I continue to preset and bring food out to other tables, more things are needed there. Well then andrea gets in my face saying that they need their check, but they weren't in any hurry. So I drop off their check, eveything is fine. Andrea just doesn't seem to think that they are doing well. Soon after the seven top is getting desert so I drop off their check. After I run that credit card I see if they need anything else, they say that they are fine so I try to get a hold of my brother again but he isn't picking up from the work phone, so I try using my cell, even though I know it isn't allowed I needed to be picked up. Well andrea catches me on my cell because the seven top decided they needed a to-go box less then two minutes after I had last checked on them. So while checking out she told me I know everything goes wrong when your car isn't working, it happens to me all the time but you need to be more attentive with your tables. Two of your tables had to call me over today to get help. Which just confuses the fuck out of me because I was there I was asking them if they needed anything else. The seven top when they were leaving said they didn't think they needed the box when I was there. And not to worry about it and that she had come over to check on them and thats when he asked for the box. Yet she kept telling me that he had called her over. Its like she is trying to find things that I am doing wrong even though there isn't anything substantial, other then the phone. Which I can get in trouble for. It just gets to me. When everything is going fine at work she seems to ruin it. What do I do wrong all the time, maybe I just suck at everything in general which is why nothing ever goes right. Such shit..........blah.......I hate life so much sometimes, or almost all of the time........