alright, so i finally decided to change my LJ name... which i never change like anything, so get over it.

anyway... here it is.... add it... now. or else ill have to kill you in the face.

x__dontyouweep

Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to you incessantly from the place between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at school with his feet inside your shoes? Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with you. Does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to ( Read more... )

I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they're going and hook up with them later.

.chelsea.

Thanks for the survival rags.

Thanks for the soiled skies.

Thanks for the fucked up future.

We can learn to love our misery.

p.s. i might be going to 4th lunch today. i don't know though. possibly.

whoa jeeze... long entry.

On Monday night I couldn't sleep.
at all.
I was up all night thinking about a lot of things. One in particular. But I don't want to write about it because for one, I don't want to think about it anymore and two, it will just cause me to start crying again. I feel as though maybe my emotions are coming back to me. It's rather ( Read more... )

this is what the poster that i got at little 5 looks like:


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The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more.... that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I had hoped to give you forever...

i hardly ever get any comments anymore.
:/

.chelsea.

there's too much right now.
too fucking much.
I don't think that I can deal with all of it right now.
I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

I need to get away. Soon.

.chelsea.

little 5 today.

what what homie.

.chelsea.