When all these people live in vain just live to make ends meet, that's reality.
Humanity sometimes gets the best of me. If a complete stranger came up to me pleading for help when I already have things to do, I'd see what I can do. Same with friends. Or that how I was before. For the future, I'm not so sure:
LazySnail16 (1:44:30 PM): gah i dont like how before i wasnt the best type of friend to people, but at least that's what i could do, and now i'm even unsure of thatLazySnail16 (1:48:26 PM): i think if a friend was in a life or death situation, i'd try to help
This seems like one of those times where I'm not as in tune with my emotions. Here I am, willing to shut off most extra-contact with people besides school and extracurriculars, but I'm not feeling sad. I am barely, but that's just when I was iming Edwin.
PocketTaco72 (1:48:55 PM): well i would hope you'd try to help lol
I think I'm not feeling sad because I know a lot of people do this and that I didn't hang out with any particular person before except for maybe Rick some, or a boyfriend. Now I try to do a once a week thing. I'd be okay with once every two weeks, too. Ha, this is maybe why non-committal works best for me sometimes.
PocketTaco72 (1:49:27 PM): jenny, im hanging off a clifff.....i sure hope you'll help me
LazySnail16 (1:50:49 PM): ...mm, nah, i have some calc problems to solve
Plus I'll see people during school and whatnot. I'm writing melodramatically, or I was in the immediate prior entry, but I'm not feeling much.
2:12 P.M., Guns 'N Roses, November Rain. It's funny how this came on after More Shine:
Because I was on facebook wondering my options of getting previous writings out there without making a note and saw some pictures of friends as well as something on myspace, yes myspace, on a friend's profile that stuck out to me a bit that I saw today:
I will miss people, though. People who, perhaps, I never really had.
LazySnail16 (1:44:30 PM): gah i dont like how before i wasnt the best type of friend to people, but at least that's what i could do, and now i'm even unsure of thatLazySnail16 (1:48:26 PM): i think if a friend was in a life or death situation, i'd try to help
This seems like one of those times where I'm not as in tune with my emotions. Here I am, willing to shut off most extra-contact with people besides school and extracurriculars, but I'm not feeling sad. I am barely, but that's just when I was iming Edwin.
PocketTaco72 (1:48:55 PM): well i would hope you'd try to help lol
I think I'm not feeling sad because I know a lot of people do this and that I didn't hang out with any particular person before except for maybe Rick some, or a boyfriend. Now I try to do a once a week thing. I'd be okay with once every two weeks, too. Ha, this is maybe why non-committal works best for me sometimes.
PocketTaco72 (1:49:27 PM): jenny, im hanging off a clifff.....i sure hope you'll help me
LazySnail16 (1:50:49 PM): ...mm, nah, i have some calc problems to solve
Plus I'll see people during school and whatnot. I'm writing melodramatically, or I was in the immediate prior entry, but I'm not feeling much.
2:12 P.M., Guns 'N Roses, November Rain. It's funny how this came on after More Shine:
Because I was on facebook wondering my options of getting previous writings out there without making a note and saw some pictures of friends as well as something on myspace, yes myspace, on a friend's profile that stuck out to me a bit that I saw today:
I will miss people, though. People who, perhaps, I never really had.