I suggest not reading most until maybe the end, *maybe*

Aug 05, 2008 21:38

Kit-Kat recommends that I document my moods and the causes of them more in depthly. Sounds like a good idea to me. If I had to document today...
Rushed in the morning (oh, but the downside is that the documenting conflicts with my new goal (k, bf's and mine new goal) of being concise) because of trip planning.
Okay in the morning at USHMM before the barbecue.
Happy on the bus there.
Content --oh yeah I have to say the causes, don't I. Now that can get awkward. I was okay at USHMM because I was talking to David, which was nice, but I was talking a lot about myself, which only made it okay. With certain people I'm fine with silences, but with many quieter people I tend to talk a lot. Happy on the bus because I was talking to Mari and I laugh. Content at the beginning of the barbecue because of medium (not small talk, but not in depth convo) talk, then teaching David spit (David USHMM David, not ex/other-Davids). How to play Spit, the card game.
Cheerful during football 'cause I laughed with Kaiser about how we were clueless, satisfied after reading because it signified that I finished my topics summer assignment (yes, I was doing homework at a social gathering). Also satisfied with leaving early because it meant I didn't have to rush around and catch a bus for a 1 hour and a half trip to my therapist. Good mood at first on the ride home 'cause of Kaiser (SHI-zah!), so 'cause of being with a friend, after he left I was peaceful because I was listening to calmer music on my iPod, but then I started getting, well actually I got a random feeling of happiness shortly followed by sadness. I don't know why I got happy. It's not that I don't remember, I didn't know why then either. It was unusual, ha. I don't remember why I got a little down (yeah, 'cause it actually wasn't sadness at that point). No, there wasn't a reason.

There are more feelings but I don't feel like writing them all down. People feel a lot of things during the day, so this seems unnecessary. She probably wants to see if I display any particularly strange moods, but I don't think I do besides that happy-soon-down bit, which was probably a cause of hormones, ha. I felt frustrated later on because of my mom, I think, as well as my busyness. Plus more upsetness, but that's mentioned in my friends-only entry, but I felt better after my what-is-explained in the Just-me entry. But that just goes 'til 'round 4 30. But I don't feel like writing down all those other things, which included slight bitchy with a dash of cheer. Yep, that's me. I realized today that I cry easily. Well, I think I do. Not sure anymore.

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