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I love her but I hate to be around her when she is with her other friends. Everthing is about her and i hate it.. i hate myseldf more though when i feel guilty for her not being the center of attention. I can feel the way she twists the circumstance to fit her. Then I try to be aloof because i'm tired of her shit,but she grabs my hand and snuggles against me. She tells me shes so glad that were...best friends. I want to hit her in the face. I smile and say "me too" She tells evryone about her plans for school...failing to mention her future is complements of me. Everyone shoots me looks of pity when they hear i have the same plans for college. Everyone wishes her luck and looks jealously at her for having the balls to do what many only wish they could. And with smartass sarcasm say they wish me the same luck in doing whatever she is. she gives a knowing smile. BITCH.
I Stand up to give my congradulation speech, smiling.
I Stand up to give my congradulation speech, smiling.