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hello, livejournal. I'm writing you with the hope that you can magically fix everything. I'm depressed and I need help. I don't know what happened. One day I'm hanging out with friends every night and having a great time. Now I don't do anything. I have no motivation to get things done. I have no friends and don't want to meet new people. Everybody I do meet and everybody I already know annoys the hell out of me and I can't stand to even be around other people. I sit in my room all day and don't do anything. The only time I leave my apartment is if I have work. I don't know what to do. I know now the difference between being sad and being depressed. The way I feel is like the way you feel when you're really really thirsty but you know there won't be anything to drink for a long time. It's a terrible feeling that I can't escape. I don't know what happened. I don't know what to do. I get happy when other people are upset. I get angry and annoyed when other people are having a good time. I don't know what to do. I don't know who's reading this but I'm sorry that you had to, please don't feel like you have to say something, I won't read it.