Why is it like this?
I jus E-mailed a Person saying this..
I keep hopeing everyday i walk down my street he will pull his gun out on me again cuz i swear if i got a hold of it i wont click it with no bullets loaded. ill take both the clip and the gun from him and use it myself. Everyday its the same thing. your always mad at me for some reason. you always hate me for some reason you always have a problem with me...what did i ever do to you...what did i ever mean to do...why in your eyes am i such a phyco? why in your eyes am i so wrong for not being like other guys. whats so wrong with being different...if anyone is fighting here...its you...Im trying to ask a simple question...that ive been asking for so long now to everyone...what is so wrong with the way i am?
now to show the conversation that started it...
Anonymous: hes a sweet heart lol
Anonymous: lol
Me: Ha and im not =D lol.
Anonymous: no you are wacko
Anonymous: lol
Anonymous: only telling the truth
Me: Well k. i still stay with my first word...stay safe and dont give in like others. if everything seems to lead to that position tell him to back off or jus walk away.
Me: im not wacko..im jus different
Anonymous: but the bad thing is that he had feelings for my sister and i think he still does so yeah
Me: lol.
Me: alwell..same thing..stay safe.
Anonymous: no your wacko
Me: how so?
Anonymous: you're crazy you hold onto one person and you never leave no matter what and you learn everything about them and thats just creepy
Me: .....
Me: i dont learn everything bout them
Me: i jus know things
Me: not something i can control...
Anonymous: address name number where her house is more than me you know more than me about her and im her bestfriend
Me: and i dont hold onto one person...jess is the only one ive ever held onto...the feeling i feel inside.
Me: .....she gave me that information.....
Anonymous: i still say you're wacko
Anonymous: a satilite pic of her house i think not
Me: ....i was bored and i didnt take a picture
Me: It was a "sample picture" of the area
Anonymous: well you'll always be wacko in my head hehe
Me: heh
Me: dont know what i did to seem like such a bad person. all you ever wanna do is shove me down....weanna know the real nut here? the one who truely wants to hurt another.
Me: Im always wrong for something arent i? Ho come i cant be normal...How come you ont let me jus be human?
Anonymous: maybe we shouldnt talk anymore because it always leads to a fight and yeah i know its my fault but alwell
Anonymous: bye
Me: Not fighting. you hurt me. and you dont even care. why do you get off hurting people who cant defend themselves? make you feel big or something...?
Anonymous: oh yes you cant defend yoursefl
Me: and i could if i wanted..jus dont wanty you guys seeing me as some wacko or maniac so its like your using me.
Anonymous: i was saying that in the first place as a funny like when you joke around w/ us and then you took it serious so i did too
Me: I never ment to joke and hurt and if i ever did sorry. i take things seriously cuz im always being accused of stuff im not or didnt do. seriously...how would you like to be called a phycotic maniac and not even mean to be....you seriously dont even understand the life style i have. im not even afraid to walk down my own street cuz some kid pulled a gun out on me.
Me: not afraid cuz i dont care.
Me: everyone sees me as some maniac some phyco some killer or thief or this or that
Me: and for what? cuz of how i am..cuz im not like you....
Me: howe do you people want me to be anyway?
After that she signed off or blocked me...she still wont answer my question..just like no one else will. U\I sure wish things would be different for me. Why...why am i so hated? what did i ever do...
I keep hopeing everyday i walk down my street he will pull his gun out on me again cuz i swear if i got a hold of it i wont click it with no bullets loaded. ill take both the clip and the gun from him and use it myself. Everyday its the same thing. your always mad at me for some reason. you always hate me for some reason you always have a problem with me...what did i ever do to you...what did i ever mean to do...why in your eyes am i such a phyco? why in your eyes am i so wrong for not being like other guys. whats so wrong with being different...if anyone is fighting here...its you...Im trying to ask a simple question...that ive been asking for so long now to everyone...what is so wrong with the way i am?
now to show the conversation that started it...
Anonymous: hes a sweet heart lol
Anonymous: lol
Me: Ha and im not =D lol.
Anonymous: no you are wacko
Anonymous: lol
Anonymous: only telling the truth
Me: Well k. i still stay with my first word...stay safe and dont give in like others. if everything seems to lead to that position tell him to back off or jus walk away.
Me: im not wacko..im jus different
Anonymous: but the bad thing is that he had feelings for my sister and i think he still does so yeah
Me: lol.
Me: alwell..same thing..stay safe.
Anonymous: no your wacko
Me: how so?
Anonymous: you're crazy you hold onto one person and you never leave no matter what and you learn everything about them and thats just creepy
Me: .....
Me: i dont learn everything bout them
Me: i jus know things
Me: not something i can control...
Anonymous: address name number where her house is more than me you know more than me about her and im her bestfriend
Me: and i dont hold onto one person...jess is the only one ive ever held onto...the feeling i feel inside.
Me: .....she gave me that information.....
Anonymous: i still say you're wacko
Anonymous: a satilite pic of her house i think not
Me: ....i was bored and i didnt take a picture
Me: It was a "sample picture" of the area
Anonymous: well you'll always be wacko in my head hehe
Me: heh
Me: dont know what i did to seem like such a bad person. all you ever wanna do is shove me down....weanna know the real nut here? the one who truely wants to hurt another.
Me: Im always wrong for something arent i? Ho come i cant be normal...How come you ont let me jus be human?
Anonymous: maybe we shouldnt talk anymore because it always leads to a fight and yeah i know its my fault but alwell
Anonymous: bye
Me: Not fighting. you hurt me. and you dont even care. why do you get off hurting people who cant defend themselves? make you feel big or something...?
Anonymous: oh yes you cant defend yoursefl
Me: and i could if i wanted..jus dont wanty you guys seeing me as some wacko or maniac so its like your using me.
Anonymous: i was saying that in the first place as a funny like when you joke around w/ us and then you took it serious so i did too
Me: I never ment to joke and hurt and if i ever did sorry. i take things seriously cuz im always being accused of stuff im not or didnt do. seriously...how would you like to be called a phycotic maniac and not even mean to be....you seriously dont even understand the life style i have. im not even afraid to walk down my own street cuz some kid pulled a gun out on me.
Me: not afraid cuz i dont care.
Me: everyone sees me as some maniac some phyco some killer or thief or this or that
Me: and for what? cuz of how i am..cuz im not like you....
Me: howe do you people want me to be anyway?
After that she signed off or blocked me...she still wont answer my question..just like no one else will. U\I sure wish things would be different for me. Why...why am i so hated? what did i ever do...