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alright...so yea...i dont know what to say....umm. i'm still all alone and this guy keeps fucking with my emotions, and i dont like it. we talked for 109 minutes and 22 seconds tonight. i dont know how to take him. okay enough about him
i'm really excited about going to katie's tomorrow night. its been so long since i've got to hang out with all of them..it should be fun.
this whole living by myslef thing gets pretty lonely. especially if you dont have a special someone to come see you all the time. chase has a boyfriend now..i'm happy for him, but jealous at the same time. oh well i dont really need a boyfriend right now anyways. i have other things to try to concentrate on. like paying my bills, and getting into school. but even with all of this stuff on my mind i think that i am the happiest with my life now than i've been in a long time. that just goes to show that i dont really need a boyfriend to complete me, but ya know...it would be nice, but i'm not going to change for anybody, and that is what this guy wants me to do i think. no guy is worth that. i like the person i am, and my friends apparently like who i am, and thats good enough for me. every guy that i have been with has wanted me to be different in some way...even if they havent realized it, they were all trying to change me. i dont understand why guys think they can get away with that. thats bullshit....oh well...those relationships just werent meant to be. when i finally find a guy that is happy with me for who i am and who my friends are, and all that jazz it will all work out. until then.....laura we have many more quests to go on!
i'm really excited about going to katie's tomorrow night. its been so long since i've got to hang out with all of them..it should be fun.
this whole living by myslef thing gets pretty lonely. especially if you dont have a special someone to come see you all the time. chase has a boyfriend now..i'm happy for him, but jealous at the same time. oh well i dont really need a boyfriend right now anyways. i have other things to try to concentrate on. like paying my bills, and getting into school. but even with all of this stuff on my mind i think that i am the happiest with my life now than i've been in a long time. that just goes to show that i dont really need a boyfriend to complete me, but ya know...it would be nice, but i'm not going to change for anybody, and that is what this guy wants me to do i think. no guy is worth that. i like the person i am, and my friends apparently like who i am, and thats good enough for me. every guy that i have been with has wanted me to be different in some way...even if they havent realized it, they were all trying to change me. i dont understand why guys think they can get away with that. thats bullshit....oh well...those relationships just werent meant to be. when i finally find a guy that is happy with me for who i am and who my friends are, and all that jazz it will all work out. until then.....laura we have many more quests to go on!