confusion!
alright i hope this makes sense cause i just got off of work. well not much has happened...i'm still without jonathan...i saw ben a few nights ago, but i didnt cry so thats a good thing. for those of you who dont know i'm off orientation at work, and i still love my job. i havent had much time to do anything though. i really want to go to birmingham and see sarah, but i dont have the time or the money so that really sucks. i rode to huntsvegas tuesday night. it was interesting. i was really hoping to see a certain person who shall for the moment remain nameless, but i didnt. but i have talked to him every day since monday. oh yea i also locked my dumbass out of my apartment monday night. yea thats right. and i have no extra keys so i thought i was fucked, but laura knows people who can pick locks...which is a bit scary, but they got me in. lol! i cant wait to see everyone this weekend. rusty is coming home and i think that certain person may be coming home too so maybe...and i think sarah is going to try to come too! i'll be a happy camper! but that means that have to clean the apartment. oh well.
about this guy...i dont know where this is going to go. it may very well be just sex, but i dont know. sometimes i think he may want more, and what is even more strange is that sometimes i think i may want it to be more too, but i just dont know. i'm so weird....anyways i'm really sleepy and i have a phone call to make before i go to sleep so i'm gonna go now! leave me some nifty comments. and comment on my myspace too!g'night all...
about this guy...i dont know where this is going to go. it may very well be just sex, but i dont know. sometimes i think he may want more, and what is even more strange is that sometimes i think i may want it to be more too, but i just dont know. i'm so weird....anyways i'm really sleepy and i have a phone call to make before i go to sleep so i'm gonna go now! leave me some nifty comments. and comment on my myspace too!g'night all...