THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH AGE
I'm feeling really bad right now. There, I just had to say it out loud, well write it down.
I can't help but feel everything, all the little things, put together to feel - this. There was a reason not to speak up before, now there's no reason not to. Though I know it will be tough, and that no matter how I approach this, the out come will be the same. It's hard to speak to a group of people. Out of 50 people I bet you only 10 people actually listen, as in truly listen. 10 people will take it in, analyze it and keep it in mind for a long time.
So what's the point? I say my piece, knowing it will be met with a lot of animosity and constant objections. they won't listen. they never do. they won't wait for me to say my piece, they'll chop it in the middle and the rest of the time will be open for debate. But still i'll have to push on because it needs to be said.
We all have to be wrong sometime. No one's perfect.
*Reading this and feeling lost? sorry. i'll explain some other time.