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[laws0ntrib3]

Drag-queens attack! Who caught that on the news? It was a truly desperate MSNBC moment, for sure. I watched in utter delight as the barely 16 year old fast-food employee rehashed the event, pointing out the many bandaids slapped upon random places on his still shocked face for emphasis. ANYWAY...

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[laws0ntrib3]

Well, one of them is Josh's fault. I don't keep secrets so I'll just tell you. Since the departure of rehab, he'd been in contact with a girl, who he had met in GA while we were separated [he says]. Anyway, that was in 2005. Well, this passing March, while he was on CQ, I called him and another call came through. Well, he tries to whisper to her with this: "I'll call you back - Alexis is on the other line." To which I flip... the... fuck... out. Its like I knew because things had not being going well at all between us. I mean, everything but sex that is. That seemed to be the only thing I could do right. Uggg... Well, he cut off contact with her and she flipped out on not only him but ME. She stalked my profile like whoa and I'm not so sure she doesn't know about my LJ as well [i hope not] So it's been eight months or so and she, I guess, reeeaaaaally hates me... I forgave Josh and basically I've come to the conclusion that if he fucks up again I will not only leave him but I will go to jail for life if I have to because I will be departing this relationship with his testicles in a jar. I think that would almost do it for a broken heart. Haha. Just this past Thursday he went to a lawyer to see what our options were legaly because it's become pretty bad where if she decides she is pissed off that day and josh still hasn't called her, she'll message me a litany of shit that she just knooooows will make me fly off the handle... and pretty much ruin my day, week, whatever.

The second one? Ex-best-friend who got me into dancing, which by the way I have never been more grateful to not dance. I ran into a girl I worked with two years back and she was two years younger than me then and looked five years older than I am now. It was so weird. But yeah, the Xfriend... crazy, and utterly vain. Not to mention she ruined my sister's second marriage. Long long LONG story.

And I know all of this sounds childish.... but fuck it. It is what it is.

I love ya hun. Halifax sounds ssssooo fun. And I miss yew too.

[thetzimiscechef]

Charlottetown atm actually. ;) I -really- need to get my hands on a calling card... But that is besides the point.

ARGH! You have total right to be pissed off. And yeah, there are going to be lots of bull shit popping up here and there from the sep. er.. blah.. It all blows, <3 you both... hopefully they'll die in house fires...

[laws0ntrib3]

... LMFAO holy shit you just laid me out with that last comment.

[thetzimiscechef]

Hehee.. What can I say, I say what is in my heart!!