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[lawliett79]

I don't like to talk.....generally. Although with people I'm close to, I could perhaps talk their ear off..

I especially don't like it when I'm with someone, and there is no conversation going on; I feel awkward, and force myself to think of things to fill up that terrible, terrible sound of silence. But in situations like these, the only "fillers"

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[lawliett79]

Nat!! I'm so glad to hear from you!! Sorry that this rant was rambling and off-the-point, just venting my frustrations :P

Lol when we go hmmm *nod* yes ahhh *nod* , people read us as 'listening' and it just tends to get worst!! But we feel bad excusing ourselves...so there's nothing to do but 'listen' whilst thinking 'kay, lets find a way out! ohhh, here's an opening!' *tries to insert excuse* *shuts mouth when person starts rambling again*

That's what I mean lol, cos the person keeps saying things of no interest to me, and I have nothing to comment on it, so I have to think really hard on how to ask/say things to keep the 'conversation' flowing!

Haha that analogy was disgusting! But that's the closest I could get to describing how it actually feels. Can I share with you something disgusting?? *whispers* I sometimes 'dig' my baby cousin's nose - she's now 5, no longer a baby, but I still call her that - just for fun, and to make her laugh xD

[lawliett79]

Yea! I had to face a couple of people like that! "Hey I really need to go now." "oh wait, and then I said....blah blah blah". Lmao. And I'm not the best conversationalist (except under best of times with my close friends) most of the time, least of all in cars cos I get motion-sickness. Then my 2nd littlest cousin always says "jie let's play this game!" and I have to turn to face her, and when I tell her "later k? headache" she just keeps bugging me until I 'kinda' lose my cool and ignored her. >___<

Nat! I can't imagine you wanting ot 'zhao' tho! Cos you always talk and nod and squeal so hyperactively (yea those IJ days), lmao no one would want to stop talking to you! Least of all those who are deprived of attention...that's why they talk alot to us in the first place! xD

HAHA it's not that bad la!! My fingers can't even fit in her nostrils lei!! She's still young. When they can fit in her nostrils, I probably won't stick them in anymore!! I just 'plug' her nose and she laughs like siao. That baby siao one. But so cute la! xDD