a new light

[lavincolindo]

so this past weekend was one of the best weekends i have had in a LONG time. spent pretty much all of it with bianca, i'll save you all the details, but it was just an incredible weekend. definately brought us a lot closer, and she even said she was scared because she thinks she is starting to fall in love with me. that was a surprise, coming from someone who doesn't want to get "attached" to anyone, but like she constantly says, i'm different. so yah, things are going really great right now, and i see no reason why they won't continue on this path for near future. its kind of scary for me as well, cause i think i am falling in love with her too, and yah, only 6 months removed from my greatest heartache will keep that constantly in the back of my mind, atleast for a while longer. but i am really happy with her, i seem to make her really happy, and it does feel so right when we spend time together, so yah, i am actually optimistic for once, though i'm trying to not plan too much and just go with it for now... =)

i had bad pizza last night and my stomach hurt for a good 2 hours, and then i woke up at 330 for a bit and then again at 530, where i preceded to just lie around, hoping to fall back asleep. =(