fantastic
sick she says.
sick, i agree.
sick is what i've been thinking all along, feeling all along.
my stomachaches have started again. i'm once more a slave to the rolaids.
but...
in the middle of spanish class today, in the middle of discussing "esperanza renace" i realized something.
i think i have to choose to be happy. i have to conciously make the decision to get un-sad.
and so i did.
it lasted until the end of the day. and oh, was it brilliant. i felt like i always used to feel.
now i know that i was just sick of feeling sick.
sadness is self-destructive.
after school, though, i started to feel a little bit sick again. push that happiness, push it!! come ooonnnnnn happiness!! i am rooting for you!!
i have so, so much to be happy about.
by the way, i am in love with a new word. ready?
...
*SPASMATIC*
sick, i agree.
sick is what i've been thinking all along, feeling all along.
my stomachaches have started again. i'm once more a slave to the rolaids.
but...
in the middle of spanish class today, in the middle of discussing "esperanza renace" i realized something.
i think i have to choose to be happy. i have to conciously make the decision to get un-sad.
and so i did.
it lasted until the end of the day. and oh, was it brilliant. i felt like i always used to feel.
now i know that i was just sick of feeling sick.
sadness is self-destructive.
after school, though, i started to feel a little bit sick again. push that happiness, push it!! come ooonnnnnn happiness!! i am rooting for you!!
i have so, so much to be happy about.
by the way, i am in love with a new word. ready?
...
*SPASMATIC*