I really can't believe that it's almost been four months since I last updated this journal. I don't even know who would still be interested in my goings-on, when there's facebook and my other blogs, but here are some highlights ( Read more... )

I don't want to jinx it, but it looks like my former best friend and I may be starting to make up. We had a tumultuous break-up with a lot of misunderstanding, exchange of hurtful words, and we were both going through very tough times that we felt the other couldn't possibly understand. It was really sad, but for the best, that we took time away ( Read more... )

a great love of my life has become born again. And one of the sins he is convicted of are "sins of idiocy and immaturity" over the way he dealt with the end of our affair. He still begs for my forgiveness some nine years later. Imagine carrying that burden of guilt for so many years. A part of me wants to tell him, of course I forgive you. I ( Read more... )