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So I took some time and thought out my recent difficulties. I worked out whether I wanted to get past them or just sit in a tub of muck, and I decided I would work to get past them. One problem down. It took a couple more days to get back into a space where I wasn't tanking so badly that I had no joy. Those times are the worst - when you know that ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with my eyes so swollen that I had trouble opening the right one. Today was a continuation of yesterday. Major crying times and being held by Boy and Bunny. I dragged myself to the shower, but I have been in bed most of the day and will not be talking to anyone for the foreseeable future ( Read more... )